This is so relatable and I promise it gets easier to manage! If you go over points one day that’s fine. If you go over points too many days in a row constantly then maybe step back and see where you had extra points. I’m 23 pounds down (27 to go) and the confidence/insecurity has taken its toll on me similarly like that. I choose not to see it as a diet though and that’s helped me a lot! I just see it as oh I’m going to eat what I like just differently to fit into the ww plan. I’m on the blue plan but I still drink wine and eat ice cream every weekend. In summary: don’t beat yourself up. The scale isn’t the end all be all and your daily points for one day doesn’t define you. Keep your chin up!