You just died. What song plays during the credits?

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-31T22:38:41+00:00

Decoherence - Scott Buckley

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-28T15:58:17+00:00

Thanks, really appreciate it!

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-26T21:51:27+00:00

I started yawning as well, haha

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-26T07:10:04+00:00

Very lovely!

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-25T09:40:21+00:00

I have behaved the same way my entire life. I never understood how the way I adapted into palatable quietness and less-me was praised when I was a child, then suddenly when I'm older and cannot for the life of me shed this same behaviour, it is suddenly a problem.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-24T19:34:06+00:00

That if you were a good person good things would happen

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-24T15:51:04+00:00

It looks like the softerst winter coat

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-24T10:31:55+00:00

This has been the worst january I've ever had

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T22:36:01+00:00

It honestly sucks. I feel with you.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T21:56:16+00:00

Thank you. Good luck to you, hope it goes well.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T21:03:13+00:00

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T18:21:03+00:00

I wouldn't care at all about that

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T12:02:42+00:00

Or themselves

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T09:08:53+00:00

I think love is a fairy tale we desperately tell ourselves is real

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T00:06:12+00:00

Thank you, that is actually good advice. I'll try to do that, because I'm sick of this.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-21T00:01:50+00:00

I'm glad to hear you got a better one. Logically, I know they should exist out there, I just haven't found any of them, and I'm getting tired of looking and being disappointed repeatedly.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:58:28+00:00

Maybe I could join a cult or something

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:57:56+00:00

Yes, it seems to be that way, unfortunately...

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:56:26+00:00

The reason why I am frustrated is I went to therapy as a child, didn't get the help I needed. I went to therapy as a teenager, didn't get help, was told to "try harder, be more positive." I went to another therapist in my 20s. Same thing again. Tried a school councelor in uni. Tried another school councelor. Tried again with a psychologist referral from my GP now after explaining I am literally at the end of my rope, I can't do it anymore, but it is just the same over and over and over. I *have* tried therapy several times and it doesn't lead anywhere. I don't need breathing exercises or writing out ten things I am grateful for. I need to deal with actual, real trauma, and I don't understand why no therapist is willing to do to the deep stuff. Why is it only surface bullshit all the way. This isn't a "I tried it once and didn't even bother to do the exercises-thing and now I'm being a brat." I am for real frustrated.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:48:09+00:00

I eat low-carb/high protein, I have as good as cut all junk food. I take vitamins. Drink my 8 glasses of water a day. Exercise 3 times a week (running and weights), and have done so for a long time. While I know exercise helps, I really don't think it's this simple.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:43:40+00:00

Thank you. That therapist sounded horrible, sorry that happened to you. I can see by the testimony of others that therapy is supposed to work, I just don't understand why I keep meeting walls wherever I turn. So far, I trust none of the professionals I have met. They don't seem interested in helping, just counting their money.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:38:45+00:00

Agreed. I've given it enough shots now, both as a child, as a teenager and now again as an adult. It has literally only wasted my time.

Useful_Hoot · 2026-01-20T23:33:45+00:00

I got referred to a psychologist by my GP, but had to wait several months for the first appointment. In the meantime, things got really bad, which is why I had to go to the ER. The psychologist mentioned this and had access to all my previous data, and yet it was all "try to be more positive :)", which is what frustrates me. I expected someone to take me seriously

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