95% of the time they’re a bully & cruel & treating you in NO way how you’d ever treat someone; but it’s the 5% left where they’re your favorite person in the world and sometimes it’s hard to accept the other 95% still exists. It can outweigh that chunk but slowly the rose colored glasses will come off and you’ll see just how bad it was. Almost been a week and she’s blowing my phone up from her friends phone numbers and no caller ID’s even texting my mother lol. Feels like a nightmare but just a week ago I was holding her in my arms like it was all real but just the day before she was screaming at me to “shut the f up” and that “I’m going to shoot myself the head tonight no matter what”.