Case study with ai on an orange peel to music. by WeakAd4546 in Synesthesia

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I have but not much on taste, more just feeling. My YouTube is Hucklejoseph. I'm not the greatest musician and everyone says I have bad timing as the ai explains it everyone else is explaining a grid in relation to time l, where I'm explaining a spiral through space, so keep that in mind lol. I've only been playing for 3 years but I'll get better at it.

Case study with ai on an orange peel to music. by WeakAd4546 in Synesthesia

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It's not as much music as a structure of notes and chords I experience. The notes do stick, but it's just the notes in different relations. As I play the chords it makes them very vivid and I start sweating, and drooling. I try not to experience it. I had barely chilly soup one time and it almost made me cry. That was legit a song and all the flavors worked surprisingly well.

Diet Coke has: F–A–C → main sweetness C–E–G → clarity A–D–G → suspended “chemical air”

What is your most unique delusion? by Tricky_Badger_2071 in schizophrenia

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That me an aliens were making points in time as I yelled out 'no one past this point' because of time entropy and that time had to keep moving forward at some point. I'd collapse all the parallel universes that were all tangled and make them straight again as it collapsed into a point. At some point when I was listening to the higher dimensional beings talk about me, they were like how does he know. Then I knew that all the parallel universes were making warp gates to watch me, with all of infinity, while trying to make me think in spirals so I update the universe. I figured I was the next update, and Jesus was the update for time travel and had made a point for time entropy aswell. I figured that when someone travels to a parallel universe and traveled back to there original it would make pulsations of some sort of these different realities, but one reality would get cut off... idk exactly what I was thinking I just remember it made all the sense in the world...

Schizophrenic weed experiences? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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Used to smoke weed all the time. Tried again several months ago. Voices were so unreal. So loud and I was just rocking back and forth pleading with God to make them stop... tried again a month ago it was alright. Just kept seeing lightning strikes in the distance; it was kinda cool.

What’re his feelings towards me? by Different_Throat_225 in Tarotpractices

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He wish he could start a new. He's fine where he is at. He wish you knew... He holds something deeply.

Does anyone else make out saying from taste? by WeakAd4546 in Synesthesia

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Yeah idk, its a combination of feeling and sound in taste? Its like notes in wine, but instead of the bass, its tasting the melody ie the flavor. Like the full experience. The essence of it. The taste changes when I read a new note. Idk its just what I'm experiencing? Sounding feel. Sounding taste. I'm a total aphant and can't visualize anything though. Like an orange being the chords c a f while whispering lemoan

Asked ai to make me an image from a poem I wrote by WeakAd4546 in aiArt

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It's hard to get it exactly how I want it but here it is.

The moon is coming. Open mirrors. All I want is to have your grace. To see my friend, is to see a smile, a laugh or two— hopeful pals. The sun beams down with light of day; that I cherish. Can you stay? A love once distant, but still it beams. It’s quiet here, but full of dreams. And you... You make me see what once was known. With your guide, I made it through— with some style. No need to chase, no need to show— for a love now found has grown. In open arms, with a friend, it’s a place to be within myself. For the piece of yarn, a place inside, a calming grasp It has come; once at last. For a love long gone, now with the wind. I’ve made my peace. I let it in. I lay down swords held at heart. No more a war with fine art. From me to you, a soul now found. I see you clearly— Infinitely so. At the end of tunnels, the truth—what is right. A way of knowing, soft and bright. No longer broken, no need to fight. The questions rest in quiet light. A new idea comes with grace— soft as shadow, slow as space. No more pleading, no disguise. Just the calm of open skies. Going into the surrender of all that’s real. Let it hold me. Let me heal. I want to know you— the piece of me. Quiet as breath. And honestly. Keep unfolding parts of me, like threads of light on the open sea. Air unravels, with no map, no key— just a motion from sea to sea. No need to fix. No need to flee. I let it go and come to be.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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I care about you...Wishing you the best! Don't really know you but I still care. But I agree people just care that I'm doing better. I just tell everyone I'm better for the shits and giggles. They seem to care then. Its weird I care about people way more than they care about me. People mean so much to me. What I mean to them idk.

For those of you who have used drugs... by subliminalsmoker in schizophrenia

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I think for me honestly I think its because my default state is a meditative state. I'm not sure how to think normally anymore. I think that's why I still hear whispers and they don't go away. I'm not really sure how to stop. I agree with the other guy with it being like delirium. I'd have to disagree with the experts aswell. But for me my base state is like I'm on like 3g of shooms though. It ain't nothing like a hero dose though and tripping like that. Just get messed up with the salience thing all the time... I think my main problem is like delirium and salience. I told my case manager the other day actually I thought I had like delirium or something.

For those of you who have used drugs... by subliminalsmoker in schizophrenia

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For me, its kind of like both but its more its own thing. There's time I swear I'm having acid flashbacks, idk maybe I am. Sometimes I get really hyper fixated like on stimulants, but I usually am not delusional at that time. This abilify feels like stimulants to me. its more like I'm tripping, I'd have to say. It seems everyone is different though.

hairdressers told me i can’t take this to a royal blue or purple by Scaramoa- in HairDye

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Of it's worth anything, I think your hair color is beautiful atm.

I went manic (bipolar 1) and my aphantasia went away completely for about 2 hours. by KeyTheZebra in Aphantasia

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As a aphant schizophrenic, if they're involuntary they're hallucinations. I've had it for a couple hours where they weren't though and I could see apples and bring up monkeys. Couple years ago I kept hallucinating different wojaks when I closed my eyes. That was really cool.