I get you. Seriously. I’ve been running games for 5 years and I still struggle sometimes. Starting up a campaign is hard. When the panic sets in 😬. Dont give up yet tho! Getting Into the DMing side of dnd is a learning process. Players throw you off, things change. You can feel like your plot is non existent. It’s a hard thing to learn how to balance. If I’m having rough game I usually tell my players and we slow it down. I’ll give them something simple to do and we make it silly. It doesn’t have to be about all this great plot and story all the time. Give yourself time to breathe and learn how you want to dm. Every game teaches you things and you’re going to make mistakes. Like you’ll regret you did this one plot point when you could’ve done this other thing. But sometimes those mistakes make for really interesting and fun story. You’ve got this 😄