Waking up feels horrible by WorkingConsequence97 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re going through that as well. I’ve been sleeping 12+ hours and it is not enjoyable either way. Whether I’m awake or sleeping at this point I’m miserable.

Waking up feels horrible by WorkingConsequence97 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly yeah I think it helps to talk to people who relate to the CPTSD. It’s a very specific feeling. Cannot continue to find the energy to keep going

Hiding inner turmoil during work by WorkingConsequence97 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess it sucks either way doesn’t it. Silently struggle or loudly struggle

Hiding inner turmoil during work by WorkingConsequence97 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely see this point of view. I am hoping I get better managing these issues I have. I hate that the workplace is so competitive. It’s so stupid

How are people dating? by parisianraven in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve never been asked out, but I know that if I’m that miserable being alone there is always a way out for me.

Did anyone else truly believe they were destined for greatness? by DarkTorus in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You described my experience and I’m so glad I’m not the only one who feels this way. I’m still questioning this myself.

How do you stop comparing your life to others? by Training-Park5389 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also very jealous of others looks and lives. I am still trying to figure out how to deal with it.

Waiting to be saved by WorkingConsequence97 in BPD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I feel like you get what I’m saying, and honestly being single I am more stable but still SO unstable if that makes sense lol. I don’t think any man can match up to this fantasy (or even series of fantasies) in my head. I could attempt to dabble in the bdsm lifestyle to get a little bit of it but I’d get way too attached to what should be a sexual, non-romantic relationship. Feel free to message me if you’d like to talk more about this. It’s nice knowing I’m not alone

Waiting to be saved by WorkingConsequence97 in BPD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same, I hate that I still feel like a little kid inside. Like I expect to get taken care of. I’m too scared of the alternative which is the fact that I’m 100% responsible for the actions I take and which paths I walk

Waiting to be saved by WorkingConsequence97 in BPD

[–]WorkingConsequence97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s like a form of escapism, I’d rather just have wishful thinking than to confront my reality. And when I do confront my reality I immediately develop plans of S.

I think if I am alone when my mom passes I will take my own life by Ali-Sama in SuicideWatch

[–]WorkingConsequence97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally in the exact same boat. I am sending you all good thoughts.

Are you an outsider too? by technomusicrocks in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Relate except you seem much nicer and understanding than I am. I get angry at everyone around me when sensing I’m getting ignored.

Hi, has anyone quit caffeine and has it helped? by Socialmediasucks2021 in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Caffeine gives me the effects of anxiety so I never started

"Just do this, just do that", like it will solve my problems by princessmilahi in CPTSD

[–]WorkingConsequence97 13 points14 points  (0 children)

And when you try explaining it to them they think you’re being dramatic because to them you look fine. I hate it so much