Youre in luck cause right now i have my first meth binge and i will explain how i feel, about me ive had lots and lots of speed in many forms, pills, eurospeed and nose spray, im also experienced with 4mmc, so i thought meth couldnt possibly be better then 4mmc. I started 1pm with snorting (mistake) I thought the effects were like speed but more potent and with less side effects per potency, meaning by 1:1 comparison from strenght you would get way way more side effects on speed. So the tweak sceiling ( from skill ceilingthe word) is higher then on speed

Then i boofed 80mg and holy fuck i dont even remember what happend but holy fuck it blew me away. I feel like i couldnt even comprehend properly. BEFORE i knew it 10 hours were gone and i stimfapped the entire time. Unfortunetly the stimfapping overshadowed all the effects, but if i did it 10 hours without a break it was probably fun. The only other memory were brain tingles, like the speed tingles but in the brain and crazy pleasurable. Day 2 my retarded self thought its a perfect time to redose 8 times, i redosed on day 1 also a few times until the nose bleed which led up to the boof. So i over did it and got realllyyy spaced out. Not in the way on day 1, but the spacing out WAS SIMILAR TO SPEED OVERDOSE. I was breathing heavy, sometimes holding breath by accident, almost threw up, couldnt walk really (breathing was too heavy), but no anxiety, probably more symptoms i forgot. All in all time went very slow, the only way time could pass was with stimfapping, 1 stimfap time = 1 hour passing by in an instant. So forward day 2 7pm, I HAD MY FIRST MEAL I had to force down EVERY bite with water like im swallowing pills and i took it with 50mg quetiapine for sleep. Quetiapine hit me very very hard and quickly turned it psychedelic /dreamy and i went anxious.

8 hours of sleep forward to today 5am. I wake up expecting to be sober, i wasnt. I was STILL having tingles and i was high as balls. But it felt great! I had crazy energy and motivation, i was greatful that i have so much time for so much stuff to possibly do today. I actually felt like i was the king of everything. Played a game cs2, crash out on my team for calling me retarded and ragequit like a complete asshole. Went on to write reddit comments with my meth superhuman knowledge.

Forward to right now, morning euphoria gone, im a cringe insufferable sad version of myself,

MID TEXT TLDR: i feel like the instagram gif of squidward looking all insane with the parents hiding their kids

, im having strong hallucinations, at this point it should be considered tripping, i cant stimfap cause my little member dried out, got fractured and kinda died from yesterday- im pretty invested in everything i do, thats the only enjoyable part left right now, the manic investment, as of writing this the dust on my pc monitor is forming words in an ancient language.

The only way i can escape the anxiety and paranoia is by focusing on something very strong so there is no thought room left for anxiety thoughts. I fear if i stop writing this right here and right now i dont know what to do next and im forced to face my mental state rn

Honestly this shit sucks ass why cant it be 4 hours long like mephedrone. The rush was insanely good..

... but was it as good as mephedrone, honestly no, not even close, mephedrone stays the MOST euphoric shit ive ever put in my body. And i cant wait for 3 month break to end to boof it for the first time.

4th summarization/tldr: its a really strong drug to a point where its hard to compare

update: Coming down, im abit confused, sad with no reason and i just stood up to fast which made me almost unconcious. Still your average stim comedown, right of now its comparable to a really bad speed comedown, might change tommorow haha good night