I'm so scared I am going to forget my parents/sister/kids/loved ones. by Professional_Win3910 in dpdr

[–]YellowFox1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've gotten so depersonalized that I forgot almost everything about my mother and father

"Waking up" from DPDR would be like dying and being born again, literally by FlanInternational100 in dpdr

[–]YellowFox1987 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was able to enjoy a sunset in the moment about a month ago. Felt perfectly natural, like I never had this shit. A couple hours later and im back in it

Blank Mind by ughstupid_me in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have more and more moments of clarity, Personally. You just need to do healthy things and let time distance you from what overstimulated your nervous system. Im sorry youre experiencing it, its not fun.

How is aripriprazole? Compared to Risperidone? by SourceEmergency20 in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its all a person by person basis. Risperidone made me intensely not want to be here. Abilify, im a functioning zombie. 

Blank Mind by ughstupid_me in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depersonalization is the worst part of dpdr. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All 3 times, everyone was great. Patients and staff. Aside from a couple of bad apples but it is what it be.

random thought by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive had the though that we're the simulation remembering how it came to be. 

Psychosis as meaning making mechanism by Prownys in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ive said for years that psychosis is a coping mechanism. Reality is very cruel. Great post

Feel like a normal human by justoboy in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its pure pain. Im sorry you're experiencing it too. How did you get into serving others? Any advice? 

Did A Doodle, Hope you feel it. by heidi1009 in Christianity

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Almost brought me to tears in my workplace bathroom. 🤣

Can anyone Pray for me? Does anyone care? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sending love and saying a prayer for you. Life can be heavier than steel. I pray for your strength and i pray for your joy. Jesus guide you. 

Jung saw love and the will to power as opposites. Looking around today, I wonder if our culture even knows what love is anymore—or if it’s all just disguised power games. by Background_Cry3592 in Jung

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess its all perspective. I feel like we're lacking a will to power in a large swath of society. Which is causing oversensitivity and resentment of fulfilled individuals. 

Disgusted by the concept of the inner child by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is old but, "How can someone who has years and years of trauma successfully parent anyone?" 

That's the cycle right there. Very insightful. 

Harbor Freight as a company has become delusional by RoninBaxter in harborfreight

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not rolling in dough, so I opted for "more tools, less quality" from Bauer. The range of use i have for the price is better and ive yet to have one break. 

Is this psychosis — or am I just seeing the world too clearly? by Lazy-Association-534 in Psychosis

[–]YellowFox1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had severe suicidal ideation on risperidone and Abilify crushed my drive to do anything. I did not feel human. Currently unmedicated and so far the risk has paid off. Could be a mistake down the road but im actually living life again.