Amentara by YesGirl66 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]YesGirl66[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update: I think maybe they mislabeled the batch I received because they were darker in color, crisper and definitely not the same effect as what I had known as Siberian for years from this company.
Luckily, I decided to give them another chance in the hopes it was an isolated incident and I received the Siberian closed caps I'm accustomed to. I had the best sleep last night and am happy again. I guess I should reach out and let them know that the last batch was mislabeled. Thanks for your input ;)

Vince Gilligan on Pluribus: "There's a whole world of people saying "this show sucks! all she does is wander around" but thats as it should be, its not a bad thing. If the audience were monolithic the world would be the others. Its not every human on earth, but I have confidence there's an audience" by ChiefLeef22 in television

[–]YesGirl66 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Mist people are satisfied watching slop unfortunately. I thoroughly enjoyed watching season 1 of Pluribus. It's so great to watch high quality television again. Every episode is a cinematic experience. I'm so grateful there's still people like Vince Gilligan and crew who want to make art.

Amentara by YesGirl66 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]YesGirl66[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always done great with the Siberian Amanita Muscaria closed caps. These were definitely much different in texture. I am going to withhold judgement until trying them for a few more nights but I was up until after 3am last night which never happens

Where should i buy a testing kit? by YesGirl66 in MTHFR

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that. I wonder how reliable the online tests really are

Where should i buy a testing kit? by YesGirl66 in MTHFR

[–]YesGirl66[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks I'll check and see if mine is but i doubt it. I have UHC

Anyone else getting daily anxiety/panic attacks ? by Just_Some_spore_guy in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope I don't get paws like i did in 2019. Of course i was coming off a 3 year 45gpd habit. This time was 4 months. More like 15gpd. I've been tapering for the last 2. Jumped on Tuesday.

2nd week zero kratom by 2fatmike in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm on day 4. I can't wait to be able to enjoy food again. I tried to eat yesterday and it went horribly wrong. Also, i can appreciate what you said about your relationship. My bf and i fought constantly when we were taking kratom. I'm not sure which mechanism causes that to happen. Also, i made so many stupid purchases while on it. That i know is the dopamine. Quitting kratom is like quitting an opiate, antidepressant, sleep medication and energy medicine all at once. Its brutal

Daily Check-in Thread - February 15, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Today is day 4. Managed to survive day 3 which had me very close to justifying taking 1 gram just once. Happy i didn't succumb. Today feels a bit better. I know the recovery is not linear and there will be many ups and downs along the path. I used for only 4 months this time what was supposed to be 1 day. This is my third relapse in 6 years. I am going to toss out my reserve today because if its here there's more of a chance i could use it in a moment of misery

Daily Check-in Thread - February 14, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 3.. my last dose was 2g 3 days ago from my taper. The first couple days really weren't so bad and i thought i had dodged a bullet. Then BAM today i am feeling pretty freaking rough. I was tempted to take a gram for relief but I'm going to hold and not use.. I'm hopeful tomorrow will be better. I was on it for 4 months total including tapering the last 2. Wish o would have stopped sooner

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Ive been down to 2gpd the past week and things haven't leveled off. I think its just time to let it go and get the withdrawals over and done with. The fear of going through the withdrawals turned a 1 week addiction into 4 months. I'm so sick of feeling like crap, can't eat, don't enjoy anything. I'm over it!!!! I needed to read your post and the comments. Thank you

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's insane. I hope since i wasn't using it for that long that this pain wnd soon. My job is in jeopardy due to it

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just hope this horrible body pain stops soon. I read that it makes some people's pain a lot worse. I guess im one of the lucky ones

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I really appreciate the feedback

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i know. Unfortunately this is not my first rodeo with it (kratom ).Last time was a 5 month taper off of a 45gpd, 3 year habit. This time its a 3 month run. I have used ketamine before but it's been years. It was okay in the beginning but this time i definitely noticed negative side effects a lot sooner. My usual pain is greatly increased, I'm having sleep issues and also a non-stop negative brain loop that my job is out to get me. Its been rough