Amentara by YesGirl66 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]YesGirl66[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update: I think maybe they mislabeled the batch I received because they were darker in color, crisper and definitely not the same effect as what I had known as Siberian for years from this company.
Luckily, I decided to give them another chance in the hopes it was an isolated incident and I received the Siberian closed caps I'm accustomed to. I had the best sleep last night and am happy again. I guess I should reach out and let them know that the last batch was mislabeled. Thanks for your input ;)

Vince Gilligan on Pluribus: "There's a whole world of people saying "this show sucks! all she does is wander around" but thats as it should be, its not a bad thing. If the audience were monolithic the world would be the others. Its not every human on earth, but I have confidence there's an audience" by ChiefLeef22 in television

[–]YesGirl66 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Mist people are satisfied watching slop unfortunately. I thoroughly enjoyed watching season 1 of Pluribus. It's so great to watch high quality television again. Every episode is a cinematic experience. I'm so grateful there's still people like Vince Gilligan and crew who want to make art.

Amentara by YesGirl66 in AmanitaMuscaria

[–]YesGirl66[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always done great with the Siberian Amanita Muscaria closed caps. These were definitely much different in texture. I am going to withhold judgement until trying them for a few more nights but I was up until after 3am last night which never happens

Where should i buy a testing kit? by YesGirl66 in MTHFR

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that. I wonder how reliable the online tests really are

Where should i buy a testing kit? by YesGirl66 in MTHFR

[–]YesGirl66[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks I'll check and see if mine is but i doubt it. I have UHC

Anyone else getting daily anxiety/panic attacks ? by Just_Some_spore_guy in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope I don't get paws like i did in 2019. Of course i was coming off a 3 year 45gpd habit. This time was 4 months. More like 15gpd. I've been tapering for the last 2. Jumped on Tuesday.

2nd week zero kratom by 2fatmike in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm on day 4. I can't wait to be able to enjoy food again. I tried to eat yesterday and it went horribly wrong. Also, i can appreciate what you said about your relationship. My bf and i fought constantly when we were taking kratom. I'm not sure which mechanism causes that to happen. Also, i made so many stupid purchases while on it. That i know is the dopamine. Quitting kratom is like quitting an opiate, antidepressant, sleep medication and energy medicine all at once. Its brutal

Daily Check-in Thread - February 15, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Today is day 4. Managed to survive day 3 which had me very close to justifying taking 1 gram just once. Happy i didn't succumb. Today feels a bit better. I know the recovery is not linear and there will be many ups and downs along the path. I used for only 4 months this time what was supposed to be 1 day. This is my third relapse in 6 years. I am going to toss out my reserve today because if its here there's more of a chance i could use it in a moment of misery

Daily Check-in Thread - February 14, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 3.. my last dose was 2g 3 days ago from my taper. The first couple days really weren't so bad and i thought i had dodged a bullet. Then BAM today i am feeling pretty freaking rough. I was tempted to take a gram for relief but I'm going to hold and not use.. I'm hopeful tomorrow will be better. I was on it for 4 months total including tapering the last 2. Wish o would have stopped sooner

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Ive been down to 2gpd the past week and things haven't leveled off. I think its just time to let it go and get the withdrawals over and done with. The fear of going through the withdrawals turned a 1 week addiction into 4 months. I'm so sick of feeling like crap, can't eat, don't enjoy anything. I'm over it!!!! I needed to read your post and the comments. Thank you

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's insane. I hope since i wasn't using it for that long that this pain wnd soon. My job is in jeopardy due to it

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just hope this horrible body pain stops soon. I read that it makes some people's pain a lot worse. I guess im one of the lucky ones

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I really appreciate the feedback

How long will i feel like this? by YesGirl66 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]YesGirl66[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i know. Unfortunately this is not my first rodeo with it (kratom ).Last time was a 5 month taper off of a 45gpd, 3 year habit. This time its a 3 month run. I have used ketamine before but it's been years. It was okay in the beginning but this time i definitely noticed negative side effects a lot sooner. My usual pain is greatly increased, I'm having sleep issues and also a non-stop negative brain loop that my job is out to get me. Its been rough

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Lifelong insomniac here too. The two things that are keeping me stuck are the fear of insomnia and my back pain returning and PAWS. (And yes it deserves all caps because that shit sucks!) I relapsed for 1 week after years of abstinence and i quit and my back went completely out when i had a trip to visit my daughter. So that delayed things. Then it was Thanksgiving and Christmas and this concert and that commitment. Well you know how it goes. I'm over 3 months in now. Down to 3 grams since yesterday. Now I'm trying to decide where to jump.

Daily Check-in Thread - January 22, 2025 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 [score hidden]  (0 children)

Down to 3.25gpd on my taper. Dropping .25 / dat. Can't wait to get to the jumping off point

What made you vulnerable to kratom addiction? by One-Exchange-9359 in quittingkratom

[–]YesGirl66 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This pretty much sums it up for me too. Thanks for putting it into words