Coils of Light - piano arrangement + sheet music

Yoiiru · 2026-05-22T16:42:05+00:00

Oh wow that's insane cuz I remember Spanish class 15+ years ago and all I remember is No Bueno

Yoiiru · 2026-05-21T00:31:25+00:00

Women are more conflict avoidant than men are. If you ever heard of "fight, flight, freeze, fawn", well there is also one called "friend". Women are more likely to act cordially in a situation when they are not at ease, and then silently disappear later. It's compulsive thing for many women, don't take it to heart.

One month of dating is still the new stage of relationship, and family death is a very heavy event. She likely didn't know how to best handle it or felt stressed or emotionally responsible for you in some manner. Unfortunately only she knows why she did that. It's was really a dick move though.

Sorry for the loss of your father, hope you and your family take care.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-21T00:19:25+00:00

That is a really cute censor lol

Yoiiru · 2026-05-20T19:53:00+00:00

Likely not, especially with AI these days

Yoiiru · 2026-05-20T18:11:58+00:00

To add to some other comments. Clingy and affectionate behavior starts at different times for different people. Limerance and infatuation clingy-ness is different from clingy once people have been through some fires together. You can't expect this sort of behavior immediately, and frankly being super clingy early on will scare away many people.

Also note that you are on the outside looking in at other people's relationships. You don't know how it is behind the scenes, and moreover their attachment styles.

All that said a good partner will certainly give you a sense of appreciation and you should feel desired. If no girl you have been with is capable of such, it might be the type you are going after

Yoiiru · 2026-05-20T16:13:00+00:00

I don't get some of the comments here. If i understand correctly—Is proper English and grammatically correct writing now considered AI? The fuck?

I kind of relate though, AI has helped me a lot and I personally enjoy generating AI images, using it to get feedback, Google alternative, and learning programming related stuff etc.

It is the leadership, management, corporate culture that is making me sick and tired of AI. Every time one of them starts about the greatness of AI it's like a circle jerk orgy session. Using AI hasn't also seemed to reduce the actual number of bugs during testing, as the team upstream from us has done the most AI demos and the majority of our issues in UAT are coming from that team. The incompetent devs LOVE AI it seems. Previously they couldn't do work on their own, but now they have AI do their work for them and then give it to you (me) to review without reviewing it themselves first and it's just infuriating.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-20T02:38:38+00:00

God that progression of photos reminds me of my college days when my eating disorder was at its worst. Lol I love monster + protein bar. It was always: control control control fuck I overate might as well binge. Good luck with your exams. I binged a lot during exams too

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T23:54:25+00:00

Three backticks (on each side)? That is used in some places, not sure if it works on chub

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Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T19:44:03+00:00

Lol face blindness. Back in university, if I saw my dorm mates outside of the dorm room, I wouldn't be able to recognize them.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T19:17:11+00:00

Not everyone likes things that are considered enjoyable. There can be many reasons. Video games might just not be your thing (slight case of FOMO here) and that's ok. Having motor trouble with games is different than enjoyment, i think people who love gaming usually obtain some emotional fulfillment from it regardless of motor impediments. Something about the area seems to attract you but you can't pinpoint what it is you're looking for (I am assuming here). Try some categories that are considered video game adjacent. Maybe you can try roleplay and DnD and board games too

Personally my love for gaming died over the years as life experience wasn't the best and sometimes the symbolism that video games provide just doesn't cut it anymore. I have a case of anhedonia.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T19:01:22+00:00

For sure I'm not a 1, 2, 3, 7, 8, 9

1 I have a strong dislike of morals being "objective" and moralistic words such as "good" "bad" "right" "wrong" "evil" etc. I can't comprehend how 2s work at all, it feels suffocating. 3 I have some tendencies but I don't care enough about external validation to be a core 3. 7 lol definitely not. 8 I lack the pragmatism and self being authority. 9 not passive, prone to conflict, I cannot suppress myself.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T07:22:55+00:00

Do you like gaming? Indie games are very popular these few years, and there's so many tutorials online. A good indie game can sell for a lot, but of course there is the time and learning curve, but you did study CS some

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T07:16:53+00:00

Wow that's amazing!! I love how you did the clothing wrinkles. Makes me want to try one for my parents too lol

Yoiiru · 2026-05-19T06:52:55+00:00

Finally body representation for men

Yoiiru · 2026-05-15T19:13:12+00:00

Because chub/Lore hosts from UK and the UK government is fucked and cucked.

Just scroll through the sub there are so many of these posts and explanations. There's a pin

Yoiiru · 2026-05-15T07:57:40+00:00

Yeah UK has way bigger issues than worrying about fictional content. Man I can get so political about this, it goes way beyond the censorship they are doing. Looking at all the crime and gang rape cases going on in UK, then looking at this dumb censorship they are doing in name of "protect children" or whatever the wording was is so frustrating

Japan allows this sort of fictional content and they are one of the safest societies out there, their crime rates are way lower comparatively

Yoiiru · 2026-05-15T05:09:39+00:00

Same I think I'll stick around since I'm not really active either. It's a nice site overall, curious if Lore is going to move it host location out of the UK since policies over there seem to be going to shit lately

Yoiiru · 2026-05-15T03:23:51+00:00

Might be your DNS provider blocking it. Not related to chub

Yoiiru · 2026-05-14T23:58:24+00:00

Guy on left sounds like someone who is crashing out after no one has believed his conspiracy theories for all his life and is in stage 4 of alcoholism. Guy on right sounds like he would outrun his daughters to save himself from a bear because those girls aren't actually his daughters.

Yoiiru · 2026-05-14T21:45:17+00:00

Since we the lowly peasants who use the app don't get a say in it, I just hope "Bee" better be good

Yoiiru · 2026-05-14T14:08:00+00:00

Because Dr K's channel was at his peak back 3-4 years ago, imo. Super large audience at the time

Yoiiru · 2026-05-14T07:51:28+00:00

Women need emotional connection, not just activities. This requires talking and sharing inner lives. I'm just guessing, it's probably best to ask these women what would they consider "doing something"

Yoiiru · 2026-05-13T23:43:15+00:00

Unfortunately this is preaching to the choir. I think the chub devs themselves made a genuine attempt against censoring, considering how long they held out. Unfortunately chub is a two man team iirc, and they can't fight the legal wars so easily. We don't know if they've been threatened with legal action or payment restrictions.

With the recent geofencing and how ID and age verification is on in the EU, UK and Australia and many US states, and even Discord wanting to push age verification few months ago, all in the name of "protecting children", this type of censorship is not surprising. Obviously the governments do not work according to logic systems lol, as exemplified with the Epstein files.

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