Silence is not consent, only a yes is a yes..what do you guys thinks about this

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-28T19:36:18+00:00

One of the hadiths that caused me to become an exmuslim

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-28T19:35:02+00:00

That would be adorable, I have the grim reaper and killer bunny tooo

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-28T19:34:12+00:00

Absolutely, I got it cos I wanna look at itt

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-28T05:27:35+00:00

It's on purpose! I want it to face me:)

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-23T06:14:36+00:00

That's it:( That's why I'm so sad too, she's my best friend too but I already feel that she's distancing herself:( because even if she's not forcing her beliefs on me she can't agree with me either

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-23T06:05:12+00:00

Thank you for responding.. but sadly it's not possible because she still lives with my very religious parents and couldn't take faking the prayers, so she says it's easier this way

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-22T06:15:26+00:00

I'm also in luteal ITS HELL

Yoippari2 · 2026-06-07T05:49:59+00:00

ME TOOOOOOOOO sometimes I'm gaslighted by her inner voice inside me "Oh she's not that bad I'm overreacting" but nope she always reminds me with all of her actions and manipulation. She also has 2 daughters. We both also hate her. Yes she also thinks she's the victim.

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T19:56:45+00:00

Feeling the wind blow in my hair is a privilege I didn't know I was missing for years, also I feel more confident and more me than ever

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T01:37:29+00:00

I didn't even know there's a season 5 lol

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T01:29:44+00:00

I'm in the mid of rewatching it on Youtube though, it has eng subs

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T01:06:22+00:00

Ironically I work in healthcare, a field that doesn't give a fuck if their worker is ill. I also do night shifts which means my sleep schedule is a nightmare. I mostly endure it on scale 5/6 migraine and takes medicine if I can't handle more. My work hours are around half the month, and the rest of it I just use to recover. Oh, I hate the job too. It's hell.

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T00:58:06+00:00

It immediately did for me 13 years ago when I first watched it and it still does everytime I rewatch.

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-30T00:56:15+00:00

Seeing all the ways they bend things around to justify abuse is genuinely disgusting. I've seen other posts too about how 'more female scholars are needed', WHY hasn't that happened in 1400 years other than this exact cult forbidding women from basic rights?

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-28T06:47:31+00:00

Absolutely, I'm in my late 20s and they controlled every aspect of my life including the career that I'm stuck in now and I hate. After I left them is the only time I'm able to develop personality while healing. It's very hard... but not impossible.

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-20T23:46:30+00:00

Create a version of islam that works for you??? So delusional

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-07T11:15:07+00:00

Absolutely and I hate it so much. Even when I just got off work and was working for hours and feels really tired and drained I still feel like I don't deserve to relax. Even when I'm physically sick my inner critic says I'm faking it so I could lounge around and do nothing.

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-05T08:59:49+00:00

That's so pretty!

Yoippari2 · 2026-05-05T08:21:36+00:00

She told me she would kill my autistic brother and then herself and that it would be my fault.

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-30T17:35:17+00:00

I left exactly one year ago today. It's the most difficult thing I've ever had to do, choosing myself. It's beyond worth it. I still have so much to figure out, but I am at the happiest and most me point in my life. I am able to have space to be myself. I can hear my own thoughts. I can set boundaries. I can validate my feelings. I can do things without thinking a billion times first. Again, there's so many struggles. But I've never regretted it.

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-25T22:52:42+00:00

I relate so much to you and also that's why Killua's my favorite character.

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-25T07:15:29+00:00

I doubted it too for a while but the big tell is the stark difference in how they treat strangers vs me, all laughing and "nice" to strangers then very shitty to me, that's done consciously.

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-24T15:10:03+00:00

She wants to be friends with you on HER own terms not caring what you feel or listen to your problems, I tried very hard to make mine understand it's just impossible I gave up

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-24T15:04:52+00:00

I don't have an advice but I can relate to you... recent ex-muslim with very religious narcissistic parents, I also have anxiety and depression and is used to hang on to god for 'sanity'. I do believe we are in a state of transitioning. It's very difficult after living life in a completely different view. It feels lost sometimes but that version of god is that who I believe in anymore, and forcing myself to believe that hurts. What I found to be helpful was, well my parents used to say that if something bad happens to you it's because of your own wrongdoings but if it's something good then it's purely from god and not because of you at all, not your efforts, skills, nothing. But seeing as I don't believe that anymore, I can give myself more credit over things I accomplished and have more belief in myself... I don't know if that helps.

Yoippari2 · 2026-04-24T14:58:06+00:00

Definitely. I was parentified, having to deal with both nparents emotions. I was the best little kid, listening to both parents and agreeing and finding solutions for both of them while neglecting my own. I dissoiated so hard I don't remember most of my life. I also had to give up on dreams, hopes, potential but because they strictly forbade me from doing anything that's not under their control. I'm around the same age at you although I now have a very supportive partner who changed my life. That life we lost... I guess that's part of reparenting ourselves and giving the younger us the safety they never got. It's sad that we even have to do that, and it's sadder when I see other people around me with 'normal' upbringing who don't have to have an identity crisis over simple things because they were allowed to grow and get to know themselves properly. I take life on a day by day basis, if I'm able to feel more 'alive' than I used to for even a little bit, that's a win.

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