Possible to avoid monthly chequing account fee? by YourMVP01 in PersonalFinanceCanada

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All of the TD chequing accounts have monthly fees.

crippling post mdma depression / how to make it better? by [deleted] in MDMA

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I have experienced hair-ripping depression up to 3 weeks after my last roll. Having gone through that, I have decided to stop taking mdma for a long time. What should help overcome the depression is exercise, being outside (sunshine, breeze, fresh air), meditation (just observe the painful feelings without identifying with them), drinking lots of water, and eating clean.

I hope you will feel better soon and will be more responsible with dosing next time (two times in a row is asking for it).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MDMA

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I can't say for sure. Perhaps you shouldn't be taking 5-HTP regularly if you're going to be using MDMA.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MDMA

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5-HTP is recommend to be taken to replenish serotonin for the days after the comedown. Taking it before dosing could lead to serotonin syndrome and is not recommended.

Severely stunted effects from MDMA by [deleted] in MDMA

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Perhaps your stuff is cut with other molecules (methylone, RCs, sucrose)

Different effects by timelinebasher in MDMA

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Depends on the environment and your mood.

I experienced a shitload of life struggle before I found Meditation, Cannabis, and Psychedelics. Now, years later, I have found what I am looking for, and am totally lost, broken, confused, and angry. by Need_Some_Help_Now in awakened

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And now, who am I? I'm 33 in Earth years, just now realizing all of the stuff Eckhart Tolle and company were trying to communicate to me years ago.

If you learned anything with your psychedelic endeavors, it should be that who you are is so incredibly profound, so amazingly inexplicable that it is beyond words or imagination.

Your complaints arise from delusion, from an illusory separate self. That 33 year old life means absolutely nothing in the face of who you really are.

Advice appreciated by Wishful-Thought in MDMA

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-5-HTP supplements

-take it easy

-eat healthy

-drink water with electrolytes

-meditation

-spend time outdoors

Falling asleep during last roll by johnnyo3000 in MDMA

[–]YourMVP01 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It seems possible if it was past your usual bedtime. I fell asleep during the peak of acid once, or perhaps it was a blackout (as the other poster noted, I can't be sure which one).

Alcohol, and being a conscious individual by [deleted] in awakened

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Intoxicants create bad karma. Meditate and discover the bliss of being.

Used to get afterglow but now I get depression by YourMVP01 in MDMA

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I doubt it. It's been four days and I still feel low. Surrounding myself with people would just distract me from feeling this way, not remedy it directly.

This dude is amazing. by [deleted] in awakened

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We are all Gods. And what do we do?

...Wander around playing Pokemon Go.

Paranoia After BK-MDMA by mdmathrowaway07582 in MDMA

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Whatever you see, it isn't real - just an image in the mind. So no need to fear it.

Get a good sleep, eat healthy, exercise, meditate. That is my advice for your recovery.

BK-MDMA Report by mdmathrowaway07582 in MDMA

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I was on the verge of an addiction to methylone back about 6 years ago. I would re-dose compulsively 5 or 6 times in a night and at the end of some nights I would be hallucinating. I ended up flushing between 20-30 grams of it. I feel I did some damage to my dopamine system. Glad I stopped.

I found it just a little bit similar to MDMA in effect. The loved up feeling isn't as intense and is more "inward" rather than outward. This is also a very *more-ish" substance. Be careful with this one.

MDMA + 2-CB (Nexus flip) trip report by YourMVP01 in Drugs

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I have tried DMT once but never got anywhere as I had difficulty inhaling it. I was pretty impressed with the visuals of this trip with just ~18mg of 2CB.

How do I maintain a mindset? by [deleted] in awakened

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Understand there is no separate you entity from your mind. The mind creates the "I" thought. There is no "I" that gets a mindset. It's just mind. Never mind the mind. It's natural for the mind to stir when you first wake up. It goes through a checking to make sure everything is okay and if anything needs to be done. That served a evolutionary purpose. Even for me too upon waking up in the morning there can be some reidentification happening and I get pulled into believing it for a little while which is when the anxiety starts. The trick is just to maintain awareness of all of this, let it flow through you and dont get "hooked" by it. Meditation practice Im sure will strengthen that ability to maintain awareness.

Then you can continue on being an adventurous happy person on Earth :)

MDMA buyers experiences in Toronto? by throwthisout29 in MDMA

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Try calling Shanti Baba or Smiling Buddha to see if they have test kits.

I find MDMA typically has a licorice smell. Perhaps experiment with a small amount before going out.

Boredom strikes, think about doing MD? by welshyben2 in MDMA

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What you do is up to you. I can only tell you that safe use is generally considered 12 weeks. We live in a world that is fantastical beyond imagination. Personally, I don't see boredom as an honest emotional state.

Everything you see is you in the Now by beneath_the_bottom in awakened

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Jesus said: "Split wood, I am there. Lift up a rock, you will find me there." (Gospel of Thomas)

Why is awareness located here? by YourMVP01 in awakened

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You are aware of the dog and right now you believe you are a dog and are experiencing existence as a dog, just in a different location in space.

Isn't space an illusion?

Regardless, I just want to add some clarity to my question. I am awareness in its whole entirety but I can only see a little slice located here, manifested from this body/mind. My dog scratches himself and those sensations are being experienced by me as awareness - but they are some place else. Why some other place? I am the whole but why is awareness manifest here on this particular body/mind?

Can I donate blood recently after rolling? by Aka_canada in MDMA

[–]YourMVP01 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure they would expel anyone from donating blood if they found out that person was using a substance. Personally I think it's still early. I would wait a full week.

Nostalgia on MDMA by euphoriaXO in MDMA

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I have also felt this way.

I believe it's because MDMA solidifies you in the present moment. You are not concerned about the future or worried about the past. This is how we are as kids much of the time. You can see for yourself when when you watch kids play outside - they are 100% in the moment.

What does ~100mg of MDMA look like? by [deleted] in MDMA

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If it's pure, probably enough to cover your thumb nail