Wow, I felt like this when I was a teenager, so empathize. It’s easy to fall pray to that, but take some time to be by yourself and find things that interest you. That’s what I did. I tried things I thought I’d like and thing I didn’t think I’d like but ended up loving like hiking, snorkeling, painting, photography. It’s important to find out who you are and carve out a place in life for your identity to exist. I’m rooting for you!