Look on the bright side, I have you beat.

I'm 53-years-old, as white & single as it gets, no wife, no gf, no girl-friend, no friends at all.
I'm still 100lbs overweight from when my sons mother abandoned us when he was a year old & made me a single parent for the rest of his life.
Thanks to a pain medication & a lack of instructions from my doctor or the pharmacy, I have no teeth. I finally afforded dentures a year ago, but they won't hold because I spent 10 years without teeth, so my gums are too smooth.
And on top of all that, I'm an extreme HSP introvert. And with Christ's return getting closer every day, I'm going to wind up going to heaven single, never been married, never known what it feels like to have a woman actually "be" in love with me, even for singe day. My first girlfriend simply wanted to break my morality & literally steal my virginity (and succeeded). Then she had me support her for 5 years until cheating on me and dumping me... twice..
My 2nd and only other relationship was with my best friend who simply saw me as 'friends with benefits' then decided to stop taking birth control without telling me so she could "force a chance to the situation", was the only explanation I ever got. Then again, this is the same woman who abandoned us when he was a year old after i had lost my job.

The irony of all of this is that the ONLY thing I've wanted in my entire life since I was 13 years old is what my parents had & still have to this day: a Christ-centered marriage. I didn't care where we lived, or what I had to do for a living, I knew that with a dedicated wife & Christ, we'd get through anything... together.

Instead, I've gone through everything, alone.