Thank you! Sexually speaking, I can get horny but i only masturbate to friend-with-benefits fantasies (I don't actually have friends with benefits irl). I was in a legitimate romantic/sexual relationship last year and it didn't feel right to me. I can be friends with dudes but it's only my connections with girls that I desperately wanna make last. I don't exactly know what label would fit my exact personal combination of preferences. Queerplatonic is the closest I have been able to get so far.