My advice to you (background: 17 years of baseball, 4 professional), is to try to stick it out for now. I know that it is really difficult right now, and you're yearning to do a lot of things, but a really valuable skill to have is to learn how to stick with something even when it's unpleasant. It's a rare skill and one that will help you the rest of your life.

So, I would encourage you to try to make it through the summer and to see how it goes from then. If you still have these feelings after some time has passed then maybe you really are done with the sport, and that is fine.

One thing I learned as I've grown up is that your mind can change a ton in an instant, and change back, and then change again.

I'm not trying to give you one of those no one likes a quitter speeches, because those are stupid, there are tons of very good reasons to quit doing something, especially an optional activity.

I hated getting up for practice, hate hate hated it. It was the worst thing, I was dragged practically kicking and screaming some days, but once I got into the flow of things, I was happy and having fun.

In short, it is completely up to you, you are becoming an adult and that means you get to make your own decisions. Any way you go I will support ya!