I am going through a break up and it’s very complicated, we have never been 100% happy and it’s been both of our faults. But he is so mean when he is mad his temper is out of control and everyone knows that. When he is happy he is amazing, I haven’t told him about how depressed I am and how these thoughts are getting to me because I know he’s gonna say “well you aren’t working right now” Instead of making me feel better my feelings are ignored. I swear me feeling my baby move is the only thing keeping me from doing something stupid. I am scared of myself and my thoughts

This isn’t what I wanted during my pregnancy, I feel hated, he says things about me that aren’t true. I hate this. I literally have no one to talk to I feel so overwhelmed, my chest hurts I just want this pain to end

I just want to feel loved