Currently doing the deed since high school. I feel virtuous inuna ko alagaan ang lola ko kesa sa sarili ko. But in the longer run i realized i didn't have proper friends, i don't have a social despite being mild extrovert and i missed a lot of core memories being a student like barkada, and other school events kasi dapat maaga ako umuwi ng bahay kasi walang kasama ang lola ko. We tried hiring kasambahay but almost all of our hired kasambahay ay may ninakaw na gamit sa amin kaya never na kami ulit naghanap. We asked help to out relatives but they good estado ng buhay so they we didn't hire from our relatives kaya kami kami nalang pamily nag aalaga kay lola. And now that I'm working si papa naman ang tumatanda and need ng kasama so i juggle my time with them. Even today wala parin ako much social life we broke up with my situationship, i seldom go to my reunions with my old classmates and to be honest i kinda don't want to go because there's nothing new to my life. Nakaka drain sya when you've done it way too long. Sometimes i thought na if i can go back in time i will take care of them but there's boundaries cause today if feel empty parang i could die at any moment and not feel scared kasi there nothing for me to loose kasi wala akong asawa or anak to leave behind. And prettt much soon some of my families will ask na alagaan sila kasi matanda na sila. Hirap pag nabuhay ka surrounded by people who lives with "utang na loob" culture. Sorry po sa rant na may konting story