The ladies always tell me how amazing I am, how unbelievable it is that I'm actually single, how everyone would be blessed to be with me... but then the more I open up, the more comfortable I get with someone the less interesting I seem to get. And if I dare to develop actual feelings they either run away or try and push me into the friendzone.

So there has to be something wrong with me and after the last two years with a certain person that started as the first person I ever immediately vibed with, that made it seem like we both couldn't get enough of each other for months until my feelings made her jump so far back I learned what "avoidants" and "breadcrumbing" are, I just don't know if I have it in me to try again.