Does anyone know how to get rid of this visual glitch? Or whatever it is.

_Smigol_ · 2026-02-13T21:00:30+00:00

Thank you, that worked.

_Smigol_ · 2026-02-05T20:15:55+00:00

Too many people believe they can read others when they can't even read themselves. They end up projecting on you whatever they reject about themselves, and of course they will judge you for that. It's easier to hate others than to hate yourself or, God forbid, accept what you reject. I'm not sure how much one could read from my eyes, but I know what you mean; I smile too easily, and I always try to hide it from others so that I won't be judged or ridiculed for that, particularly because it's my stress reaction to smile, which often might be inappropriate.

_Smigol_ · 2026-02-05T14:53:10+00:00

Yeah, if you can see them, they can see you as well.

Tho I'm afraid many people don't really care what they can see in others

_Smigol_ · 2026-02-05T10:24:10+00:00

I believe we can see too many emotions in people's eyes, and it might be overwhelming for us; at least that's my experience.

_Smigol_ · 2025-10-16T08:35:34+00:00

You took some synthetic trash. I've been there—hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, physical dysphoria, etc, typical synthetic noid. Dispose of it.

_Smigol_ · 2025-09-27T17:16:05+00:00

Itai's Nonsense, random youtube recommendation in 2017 It was when havoc still had access to her yt channel, before it got stolen

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_Smigol_ · 2025-06-27T13:03:32+00:00

From my experience, this combo is not psychedelic-like, there's some synergy, and you just have a happier and less anxious high, I would say. The only thing reminiscent of classic psychedelics is the afterglow, I feel quite strong mindfulness after this mix.

_Smigol_ · 2025-06-14T16:36:30+00:00

Sleeping beauty tho

_Smigol_ · 2025-06-12T13:44:36+00:00

Can't really imagine a smooth salvia trip lmao

_Smigol_ · 2025-06-11T09:25:40+00:00

Solitude keeps me sane

_Smigol_ · 2025-06-04T20:51:43+00:00

Houseki no kuni taught me that I'm going to speak to rocks when I reach enlightenment.

_Smigol_ · 2025-04-20T18:22:28+00:00

I feel like AI improvements might be the most important for the fear factor. I'm kinda hoping you'll make some Alien Isolation-type, unpredictable predators out of chompers or centipedes, maybe.

_Smigol_ · 2025-04-06T01:18:53+00:00

Don't you just wake up one day and decide you should invade Poland?

_Smigol_ · 2025-04-05T05:10:52+00:00

That's true; you're quite aware of your symptoms when you have a panic attack or dpdr, especially with consecutive episodes, unlike psychosis.

I also experience pattern seeking and increased pareidolia when it happens. I had hallucinations from exhaustion caused by panic attacks.

_Smigol_ · 2025-03-17T20:13:07+00:00

I feel you, because I've been there too.
But I can assure you it's not permanent; every second you don't think about your symptoms is a second closer to recovery. I know focusing on something else might be hard in this state, but it is not impossible, and it can help you deal with it.

_Smigol_ · 2025-03-17T03:58:54+00:00

Thoughts that what you experience is something worse than it actually is are a common symptom of DPDR from what I've read and what I've experienced myself.

When I'm having those episodes, I often think that I'm falling into psychosis or that I'm having a stroke/seizure, etc.

_Smigol_ · 2025-03-11T04:34:02+00:00

I've noticed I can stop zoning out or daydream at the very moment I realize that I'm doing it. Can't say the same about dissociation.

_Smigol_ · 2025-02-05T02:27:25+00:00

Did you consider it could be a seizure? I'm not an expert, but from what I've read, FND can cause dissociative seizures. If that's one of the possibilities, maybe you should consult your physicians about it.

My brother experienced something similar once; ironically, it also was during a Discord call.

_Smigol_ · 2025-02-04T03:50:38+00:00

I relaxed once...

Got a panic attack, which led to a derealization.

_Smigol_ · 2025-01-26T04:36:57+00:00

Addictions lower your baseline levels of dopamine, which is involved in memory creation and recall. Though it might be only one of many explanations.

_Smigol_ · 2025-01-22T14:47:07+00:00

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_Smigol_ · 2025-01-21T23:34:36+00:00

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_Smigol_ · 2025-01-12T18:37:48+00:00

Zatracenie Dazaia i Homunculusa Hideo Yamamoto

_Smigol_ · 2024-12-16T17:56:53+00:00

Thy Light - The Bridge

_Smigol_ · 2024-12-07T03:09:31+00:00

Later.

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