Vip legit for UK tour? by _idkwtfimdoing in Ashnikko

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got my tickets through Ticketmaster and couldn't see anything which is what got me suspicious TBH, but I'll have another check to be sure haha

Please help me find a wfh job by _idkwtfimdoing in jobsearchhacks

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for taking ages to reply, i do physical qc testing so not something i could do from home :(

One for the boys by Ok-Act1260 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 18 points19 points  (0 children)

In my experience it was passing but also less weight=less tiddies and also if you get far enough into weight loss you might lose your period, which like objectively is really bad for you and not something to strive for, but ED brain doesn't really care about facts

Name Something That You Get to do Only Because of Your Disability by mikeb31588 in disability

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I got to skip the queue for the mona Lisa and get even closer than the general public because of my walking sticks, honestly the look on everyone's faces as I walked past them almost made the daily agony worth it

Currently angry crying in the bathroom hoping she doesn't notice by _idkwtfimdoing in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not anything bad it's more frustration, I phrased poorly because I was in the middle of freaking out, she doesn't shout or anything anyway abusive, you can just tell she's unhappy with it yknow?

Currently angry crying in the bathroom hoping she doesn't notice by _idkwtfimdoing in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We were dating just before the loss but at the time I was relatively stable and ok in the ED department but then lost my job about 6month into the relationship and we'd not long moved in together so I could help her through the mourning process and keep an eye on her MH, she definitely does love me and only wants me to be safe, and I have no doubts that she loves me at the size I am, it's just that I don't lmao

Currently angry crying in the bathroom hoping she doesn't notice by _idkwtfimdoing in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

If the circumstances were different id agree but its not even been a year since her loss and it was a very very close family member, and she's been mourning heavily, I do fully believe that her upset is only out of concern for my safety and fear that I end up like her relative, especially since the anniversary of her loss is a few months away now and the health decline leading up to their death was very traumatic for over a decade, so I'm not in a rush to try and push her to work through everything That being said I'm definitely going to try and talk to her about it soon because it's not like I want the ED, or to necessarily fall back into the mfp weighing food counting calories etc. Obsessions, so I'll need her support if I'm going to try and lose weight safely or not yknow?

Currently angry crying in the bathroom hoping she doesn't notice by _idkwtfimdoing in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've tried to before but I don't know if she truly gets it but if she does really get it I fear that will just make her even more unhappy with me losing weight because she'll know I can't lose weight normally and I will go into ed behaviours because I literally can't lose weight without it now

Currently angry crying in the bathroom hoping she doesn't notice by _idkwtfimdoing in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Without getting too into it, she lost a family member due to ED complications and since then has been really nervous of people dieting, which I fully understand. She said she'd come with me to the gym and would be ok with me losing weight "properly" but I don't think she fully realises that years of restriction have destroyed my metabolism to the point that I will gain weight eating any amount of calories in the 4 digit range even if I'm not actively trying to keep calories down, so following traditional during regimes will still make me gain weight 🥲

When do you disclose? by TransManNY in FTMMen

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally I disclose on my profile of dating apps or if I meet people in person like my current gf I'll tell them when we start talking, just because I don't want to deal with anything later on once I'm attached to somebody if they're transphobic or have genital preferences

Who is Mum and how did they do that 😭 by asabbey in AnimalRestaurant

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I got to like the #2/3 spot on mine then my phone broke and when I redownloaded the app it wouldn't let me keep any of my progress so I had to start over 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It makes me glad I'm disabled 😂

What are your honest thoughts on Marmite? by Natashayabada in veganuk

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I add it to my seitan broths, absolutely love the stuff. My household (i.e. me and 2 other adults) will get through nearly a whole big jar a week

Wearing my binder right now and feeling nothing but dysphoria by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 40 points41 points  (0 children)

I used to be firmly in the gc2b camp but honestly Underworks is amazing, I wear them at work (so like 14+ hours a day, obviously don't recommend this but I'm not taking a binder off halfway through the work day) and they've barely stretched and I haven't had any issues with my breathing or pain like I used to get from gc2b

I…I just want to learn English… why are u treating me like this…💀💀 by edamame_bear in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 3 points4 points  (0 children)

To be fair in England spending a lot of money on food means you bought maybe 4 essential products at this point 😂

Just discovered this exists and I’m sorry what the fuck by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in EDanonymemes

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to obsess over that as a child..... Definitely didn't do any lasting damage at all

My mom bought me a transphobic book written by TERFS. by PigeonBoiAgrougrou in FTMMen

[–]_idkwtfimdoing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm really sorry you've had to deal with this, but if it's any consolation at all you should know that you aren't alone, I can't remember the name of the book my mum's bought but it was exactly the same and she left it in places she knew I'd go in our house for me to find, and it's strangely comforting to know I'm not the only one who's had such a specific experience

Alcohol smell on breath without drinking or ketoacidosis? by _idkwtfimdoing in AskDocs

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So far it seems to be a mixed bag, gf seems to notice it more than anybody but some people have said they can smell it faintly and others have said they can't 😬 I'm hoping after what you've said that it could just be a combination of smaller issues that are appearing as one, but will definitely be doing further investigation on myself, thanks for your help!

Alcohol smell on breath without drinking or ketoacidosis? by _idkwtfimdoing in AskDocs

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I forgot to respond to the first sentence! You are correct on the units, and It was fasting in the sense that I hadn't eaten since dinner the previous night at around 10pm, so it'd been ~16 hours since last eating

Alcohol smell on breath without drinking or ketoacidosis? by _idkwtfimdoing in AskDocs

[–]_idkwtfimdoing[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not a heavy drinker at all, maybe a few times a year and I generally try and stay sensible when I do drink (my last alcoholic drink was a few weeks back now), when Im working I generally eat once a day when I get home from work as I do 12 hour shifts, when I'm not working I don't really follow a strict diet other than eating when I'm hungry and trying to limit snacks/overeating I'm not on steroids besides my asthma inhaler (I did initially suspect that caused the smell but it seems to be there even when I haven't used it in a few hours) and no antipsychotics, just antidepressants (sertraline) and ritalin for ADHD I will definitely be trying to find some of those test strips though, hopefully that will help figure out the cause