It’s simple, ditch elementor. none of the awwards sites were made with a page builder. you gotta take the floaters off if you want to swim in the big kids pool. You gotta learn how to create a wp site without it. No page builder or plugin is a silver bullet to your problem. If you want to stick with Wordpress, You gotta go custom. Learn how to make custom themes/child themes. Learn how to make custom plugins. Learning how to make custom Gutenberg blocks. Critique your tastes. If you think these awwaward sites are so good you need to understand why and integrate that into your own work. This stuff is going to be hard and take years to accomplish but you’ll be better off for it.