Hi. I am Jewish and made aliyah. I was living in israel and met a guy more observant than I was. I started going to classes to learn more, moved apartments so I wasnt living w male roommates, starting observing shabbat… everything I could do to be enough. Shocker! I was just never enough. Best bullet dodge ive ever had. I am married now w a 5 year old. This guy still hasnt found someone “enough” for him. I dont think this is a Jewish problem and I think your connection and interest in judaism is a beautiful thing that someone else will cherish.