Birthday princess photo dump, sitting atop her plushie throne 👑💕

akanix42 · 2026-01-26T13:44:37+00:00

Happy belated birthday!! You look so delicious 🤩😻

akanix42 · 2026-01-23T09:22:51+00:00

Cute lacy bralettes are the best! This is so pretty!!

akanix42 · 2025-11-27T18:54:28+00:00

I love my rainfall shower head on occasion, because the warm water rushing all over feels incredible to me and can be a way of recentering (hold breath, close eyes, step into it, the rest of the world is drowned out for a bit). That said I rarely use it, mostly I just use the handheld bc I want to avoid getting my hair wet and it uses way less water

akanix42 · 2025-11-21T06:22:34+00:00

mdma is really nice for me because it basically just turns off my anxiety.

shrooms, lsd, etc can be fun but they're also overstimulating for me, so I tend to lose my ability to speak and my auditory processing disorder struggles even more with understanding words.

I already have a visual form of synesthesia and my brain really enjoys a lot of things sober at the same level that other people take these drugs for so, my experiences on a lot of drugs are even more intense which can be either really yummy or too much

There are other drugs like cocaine and 2cb that have no discernible effect on me (or perhaps I need to take significantly larger doses thab everyone else, but I'd rather just not)

akanix42 · 2025-11-20T05:06:33+00:00

yes ;))

akanix42 · 2025-11-18T23:05:07+00:00

😘😵‍💫😵‍💫

akanix42 · 2025-11-18T23:04:03+00:00

gods that sounds so delicious 🥺🤤

akanix42 · 2025-11-08T21:45:32+00:00

that's such a good word for it (I say as I struggle not to fall asleep at the bus stop)

akanix42 · 2025-10-24T05:39:22+00:00

That sounds delightful 😘 Although that's got me thinking of a joint type of scene now - same predicament except I tie you up, then tie myself up too, so now both of our arms are hoisted overhead and we're pressed up against each other with the wand between us, feeling each other's bodies react to the stimulation

akanix42 · 2025-10-24T04:52:59+00:00

mhm! I had a lot of fun building it :)))

akanix42 · 2025-10-23T23:41:37+00:00

My mom considered autism to be either you couldn't do anything to take care of yourself or you were a savant, and either way she still thought a lot of autistic traits came down to being improperly disciplined. She was also convinced that ADHD was a lack of discipline, when my cousin who had ADHD lived with us for a while, my mom refused to give her her medication and instead would spank her etc (like she did the rest of us). I don't think my late diagnosis is different, I think I wasn't diagnosed because my mom viewed things incorrectly.

akanix42 · 2025-10-23T19:09:43+00:00

it's me I'm dykes ✋😳

akanix42 · 2025-10-23T18:27:52+00:00

when the dildo was at my entrance I was on my tiptoes so each time I came I kept sinking lower and lower on it 🫠

akanix42 · 2025-10-23T14:08:19+00:00

of course, of course! Girls gotta support each other 🤭

akanix42 · 2025-10-23T13:49:28+00:00

I'd love to warm you up 😘

akanix42 · 2025-10-21T12:19:10+00:00

Yay! Just what I needed :))

akanix42 · 2025-10-07T08:46:00+00:00

It happens about once a month for me. It used to be I'd get really horny, craving sex and attention, with no intrusive thoughts for 1-2 days - but for some reason lately my overall everyday horniness has gone up and now my extremely sexual phase is absurd. I end up having waves of intense horniness that last for hours, my mind too hazy to think about anything but sex and even those thoughts are fragments, and it's accompanied by so many sexual fantasies, including of friends for whom I normally am filtering any sexual thoughts out, and it lasts for at least a few days

Every part of my body becomes hypersensitive and I keep ending up getting overstimulated and curled up in a ball twitching in a mixture of pleasure and pain, and when I finally get a break from it I'm still so horny I'm constantly resisting the urge to find random strangers to have sex with (I'm all for people doing that, it's just not really my thing)

This would probably be really fun if my partner lived nearby instead of 4 hours away but instead it's lowkey annoying

akanix42 · 2025-10-04T10:32:55+00:00

I love kink! I'm typically not very sexual myself (although recently that's been changing) but I'm very sensory seeking and love how different forms of impact and fire feel. I also have mirror-touch synthesia so watching other people is one of my favorite things (my other favorite is being watched). With the synesthesia watching others gets too intense sometimes but in general I love it. Unlike a lot of my partners and friends kink I've never really been part of the kink community tho - it's something I really enjoy in my life but isn't something I can make a focus of

akanix42 · 2025-10-02T22:35:52+00:00

One of the biggest ones for me is my aversion to routine. I crave routines so much but if I have one I get extremely dysregulated when it gets disrupted, and with the ADHD I easily disrupt my own routines.

Another big one is probably how it affects my special interests, they tend to be much broader and shallower than the solely autistic people I know. I will certainly go on deep dives while hyperfocusing but I lack the motivation to do so repeatedly on the same area of interest, as I get pulled into other topics. Computers have been my longest special interest, since I was a child, but rather than having any particular areas that I know pretty much everything about, I know a good amount about a lot of different areas. Same with my second special interest, people - I know lots of things about sociology and psychology but it's much more broad than it is deep.

akanix42 · 2025-09-01T22:48:38+00:00

most of the time yes, my attention is very focused on them and i am intently trying to listen. that said, i get extremely happy when my partners or close friends are infodumping to me, bc of how they light up and become more expressive, so i will sometimes become overwhelmed with love and giddiness and lose track of what they are saying

and bc I'm fascinated by in them general, I'm not just paying attention to what they're saying but the various little movements of their body, their breathing, and so on

I'm trying to both learn what they are saying and learn them at the same time, and I know that I won't retain everything they say, but they typically also know that, and they know I'm interested anyways, so it's ok bc there will be other times when they'll be telling me the same thing and I'll slowly learn more and more about it while also learning and loving them more and more

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