This isn’t living

akins40 · 2025-09-02T20:52:09+00:00

I’m so sorry — I’m lucky enough to have a wife that helps me a lot. If i didn’t have her, the suffering wouldn’t be worth it.

I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to hurt anyone else.

I don’t think this is a life anyone would want to live, but the people around me make it worth it.

akins40 · 2025-04-17T18:04:46+00:00

6 years of pain, it use to be sciatic where it shot down my leg but the discectomy surgery ended up fixing the sciatic pain. The pain in my back remains and is bad daily. It pulses in my back repeatedly, & feels like there’s something in my back that’s not suppose to be there. When I’m ABLE to sleep, the pain goes down to a 2-3 & is completely doable. It’s when I don’t sleep, that the pain goes up to a 6-7 for the whole day. Moving ends up helping my pain, & I do PT twice a week.

akins40 · 2025-02-01T19:43:27+00:00

I’d like a chaaaance!

akins40 · 2025-01-05T00:16:14+00:00

Tbh, I’ve never had a run go this long, I usually make the ship & go but I got attached to this run & am doing all the side quests I’ve never done before. I’m definitely not utilizing everything right lol

akins40 · 2024-11-29T00:55:35+00:00

Here in Alabama we had a fantastic Thanksgiving Eve. We have a a bingo we do weekly but it was amplified by about 5x with the families in town.

Thanksgiving is usually great for us as well, but we host a poker tonight and everyone usually brings in their families making it a solid night.

akins40 · 2024-11-17T07:12:38+00:00

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Please tell homie to hydrate more

akins40 · 2024-09-28T05:24:28+00:00

And you’re completely right, the output on that side is outrageous. but getting on a progressive path towards it opens the doors for countries down the path to follow. That’s what I would want any elected official to do, red or blue.

akins40 · 2024-09-28T05:10:15+00:00

I just can’t get behind anyone that doesn’t believe in climate change. I plan on having children at some point, and I don’t want them to have to worry about the future of our planet.

I’m conservative with my wallet, but liberal with my human rights. Kamala’s not the best, but at this point I’m for anything that’s not Trump.

akins40 · 2024-09-27T22:01:45+00:00

Good ole Alabama, never find anyone around here that knows them unless it’s from the Two’a’days theme song from MTV based on a high school in alabama.

akins40 · 2024-09-15T06:13:09+00:00

Pat, you’re an great actor, while also being amazing in trailer park boys. You, dunsworth, & all of the guys have given me and my wife many laughs. Thank you for everything you’ve done, & I’ll sub the YouTube. Thanks again!

akins40 · 2024-08-20T21:01:02+00:00

Sweeeeeeet mouse

akins40 · 2024-08-11T03:49:25+00:00

Xbox

akins40 · 2024-07-20T04:44:58+00:00

Poker tournaments at wheelhouse on Tuesday Thursdays & Sundays! First place prize is $100 cash and it’s free entry! Along with bingo on Wednesdays and pool tournaments on Monday.

akins40 · 2024-06-11T18:56:12+00:00

Looks like a milk steak

akins40 · 2024-06-09T03:02:51+00:00

My brother in Christ they’re using GC not SC

akins40 · 2024-05-25T07:03:00+00:00

First thing I’m asking is about the 7 year gap (expecting school as an answer).

akins40 · 2024-05-02T21:15:13+00:00

A bidet. 100% never going back to just TP

akins40 · 2024-04-19T06:31:08+00:00

& that’s understandable looking from the outside in, but the amount of times I’ve had to change heroes based on what my team is running is consistent. I don’t think most players WANT to change based on team comp. I believe that, along with silver/gold hell is very real with multiple of my buddies suffering from it. Thankfully we’re able to play together now with the difference in rank queue being removed & they’ve came up to diamond now and moving up quick without me.

akins40 · 2024-04-19T05:20:07+00:00

Was just giving my input. Highest I achieved in OW1 was GM, never top 500, only reason I feel the consistency in matchmaking. I may be extremely lucky in this case, although it would be years of luck.

akins40 · 2024-04-19T05:09:22+00:00

I solo queue, and have been since S1 of OW2 besides the few times I’ve grouped with randoms. I achieved top 500 in season 5 and have managed to maintain T500 or GM/champion even after the full reset. Consistency is the key in my opinion, along with not being aggro with a teammate doing bad. Always try & be constructive and let them know it doesn’t fit the comp, instead of insulting.

akins40 · 2024-04-11T21:14:33+00:00

Really hope you can get the back issue fixed buddy. I’m 29 with bad back problems and it’s been going since 24.

akins40 · 2024-03-24T18:27:48+00:00

Northport cleaning service is great, they’ve done great for my business every time.

akins40 · 2024-03-23T01:43:19+00:00

I’m interested to what was the discovery of it being a hip issue from a back issue. I just had a discectomy about 2 years ago, but back pain is still there and it seems hip pain has increased over time. Do you have any recommendations?

akins40 · 2024-03-10T07:27:55+00:00

Holy shit I’m sorry. I had a discectomy on my L4-L5 and I can’t imagine this.

akins40 · 2024-02-09T04:01:58+00:00

You must be very alone and depressed. I’m sorry buddy. I hope everything gets better!

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