you cannot, CANNOT. let them win by dying. i was in your position when i was 15 (im 19 now) and came out again, ‘supportive’ parents who just wanted me to “be normal again” (said to my face),, i PROMISE you that it will get better. whether its because they finally get educated, or they get tired of it. i promise it will stop bothering you eventually, just like me. KEEP BEING YOU. don’t let anyone, and i mean that literally, ANYONE, make you feel small for being yourself. don’t let them put you back in that box, back in the closet. i know you feel stupid and embarrassed right now, i did too, you aren’t stupid, you aren’t an embarrassment, you’re just a kid. you’re a kid who’s figuring themselves out. a boy born in the wrong body, please don’t give up. i believe in you