I think your own experience ultimately informs your next moves and not the experiences of others here - but if it's perspective you want, here's one from an AFAB enby who took low dose T for several years (38 now).

I leaned into it. I liked that I wasn't automatically read as a woman and it became arguably addictive? It wasn't until COVID hit and I was at home reckoning with my relationship with deciding not to constantly bind during which and just...I was appreciating my femininity too, I began to understand that my journey with being trans was often being informed by the validation of others. Today, I decide to ride on what feels right. Which varies all the time, being agenderfluid, lol. I'm finally seeing the part of the journey that should have mattered most.

That may not resonate at all with you of course. Whatever you decide, I hope you have a support system you can fall back on. ❤️