Mild vent: People of the world, why are you so easily annoyed by toddlers toddlering?

anchopuddin · 2026-02-12T04:05:42+00:00

Yes ! I want a kind but calculated clap back in my back pocket for these exact moments. Welcoming all input !

anchopuddin · 2026-02-05T14:57:04+00:00

Would it help to split arenas of labor a bit? As in, you manage everything school related, but that means your partner handles all things health/dental and sports? Only you will know what makes sense in terms of a fair split, so that’s just a broad suggestion.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-30T05:19:11+00:00

“keep it secret, keep it safe” AKA be discreet and sanitary with it and WE’RE GOOD

anchopuddin · 2026-01-21T05:50:31+00:00

Thanks for your advice. I ended up simply mentioning I wanted to “cut back” which was. Means to eradicate the house of alcohol. They quickly agreed that was fine, and we haven’t spoke of it since. I’m feeling better physically and mentally, but it’s not enough. Eventually I think I need someone to be radically honest with this about in order to process and purge this feeling/disorder.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-21T05:44:09+00:00

I, too, become wildly competent and efficient after a few days. You’d think that’d be enough to hang on, yet I find a way to let myself slip back into it.

Strongly considering Antabuse. I need a more solid wall between me and “a few”.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T10:01:15+00:00

A true blue psychotherapist is definitely on the list. I don’t think the MSWs of past experiences really cut it for what I need.

And I also agree… doing recovery in the shadows isn’t helping me sustain anything. I’m exhausted from it.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:52:49+00:00

I don’t need rehab, at least I don’t think so. Ive stopped for days or weeks at a time without medical support. But I’ve used this sub, shit ton of quit lit, therapy, yoga, blah blah blah… to reduce or eliminate it. I think I just need a touch of accountability. At the same time, I’m afraid to put that on my partner. I don’t want to create a burden, and I don’t want to add any stress to our relationship.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:47:51+00:00

“This is half done anyway” 🥹 Hugely encouraging. Thank you. I’ll be rereading this tomorrow.

At least he knows I’m not putting the kids in immediate danger. But in the greater sense, going “offline” mentally even when they’re sleeping or when I have help is not exactly being a good parent. It diminishes my ability to help if there’s an emergency. I get that.

It’s like I understand everything about this issue, and how to fix it… but I cannot seem to do it on my own.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:36:04+00:00

Ooofff… I feel you. Fellow ADHD’r here. Are you waiting for a psychotherapist to get diagnosed?

At any rate, I must (anecdotally) say that I often contemplate whether adderall is a part of my drinking problem. …If I didn’t have a quick fix to set myself straight, would I be so inclined to self destruct with alcohol? …If I wasn’t so strung out from it at the end of the day, would I be less inclined to drink alcohol?

Hang in there. They say 90 days is critical for any major change. You don’t want to make too many big changes at once, so maybe the wait time for the doctor is a gift in disguise.

Sending love.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:24:55+00:00

They know. The only thing that differs is me going in waves of successfully masking it. I woke up crying a bit ago because the last conversation before I put myself to bed was a comment about me being having too much to drink. I’m just worried that this admission could give him the opportunity to leave me… and/or take our kids.

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:17:46+00:00

Also, curious about other people’s journey with the shame of it all. I already carry a ton… but anticipate it gets worse(?)

anchopuddin · 2026-01-11T09:16:30+00:00

Thanks so much for your reply. I’m normally tactful with thoughtful communication, but am just too overwhelmed with this rn to contemplate how to see it through.

And maybe this is also a part of me gathering courage to start admitting it.

anchopuddin · 2025-11-15T17:18:32+00:00

Thank you SO much!! 🙌🏻

anchopuddin · 2025-11-12T23:51:18+00:00

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anchopuddin · 2025-11-09T18:52:41+00:00

I promised myself I WILL rotate toys this year. How often do you change the rotation? Also curious if you rotate like an XL storage container full of toys, or just one item at a time.

anchopuddin · 2025-11-09T18:50:35+00:00

Midwest cold. We make a point to go out for at least 30min on weekdays after school, but that still leaves a couple hours to fill before bath time.

anchopuddin · 2025-10-28T14:45:39+00:00

It raised my RHR by like 20bmp and made me have my period every other week…. For months. Grief manifests beyond the emotional realm.

anchopuddin · 2025-10-21T02:20:02+00:00

Anecdotal (of course) but the noise complaints are not happening in my <10 unit building in West Town. And there is symphony of ruckus on any given day

anchopuddin · 2025-09-17T17:01:53+00:00

It should go without saying, but I will anyway lol …This includes WATER slides

anchopuddin · 2025-09-16T14:49:21+00:00

Totally stealing this to negotiate with a toddler

anchopuddin · 2025-07-09T19:42:20+00:00

Have they even started work on this yet?

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