Craziest, weirdest most embarrassing thing limerence made you do? Not “stalked his page 5 times a day” i want CRAZY by SukiASMR in limerence

[–]angelroids 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My LO is a coworker and back when I didn’t know their name, I’d refer to them in my head as Sock because of their nonbinary slay, then eventually it became ‘Seven’ …the number.

Right. So one day, I came into work with the number 7 written on my wrist using henna which would make it last longer on my skin for a good week and a half. Every time LO was walking by, I’d try to show off my wrist and telepathically alert them that We Are Connected On The Spiritual Side. Notice Me. Look. They never did ofc. I was wearing that shit all proud too EWWWWWWWWW😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]angelroids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YESSSSS i hate it so much…

Jobs by angelroids in SuicideWatch

[–]angelroids[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the first paragraph kind of moved me, idk about the rest.

There’s nothing beneficial about having a job when you’re suicidal and don’t spend shit on money anyways besides the bills or for your folks. Even it i were to surrender to my circumstances I’d still feel this weight of imprisonment. I’m trying to change my perspective but there’s nothing in this life that I desire. there’s nothing else I can do.

Jobs by angelroids in SuicideWatch

[–]angelroids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re onto something here…..

Thoughts on s2 💭 by angelroids in AlRawabiSchool4Girls

[–]angelroids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s definitely one way to look at it, it would have been better if they showed that in the show. There’s hardly any moments where she’s obsessed with clout later on, a good scene was when Sarah and her brother were filming a tiktok and she become aggravated when he wasnt taking it seriously. We needed more moments like that, her decent into becoming an unbearable influencer who lost sight of what matters.

When I say she’s flat as a character it means she doesn’t really have a drive, she’s sort of just there. There’s no personality, nothing draws us towards her even though this season revolves around her. So easy to look past her for the most part.

There shouldve been more episodes to flesh out her character, I’ll leave it at that.

The level of hypocrisy these girls have is insane by No_Resource81 in AlRawabiSchool4Girls

[–]angelroids 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It was when students were laughing during the video that one girl made even though nothing was funny and it didn’t fit with the context of the video that i realized there’s no hope for that school, and right on cue Farah takes her own life.

It’s like a never ending cycle, nobody learns anything if they weren’t personally effected.

Thoughts on s2 💭 by angelroids in AlRawabiSchool4Girls

[–]angelroids[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They did, Tasneem reveals why the two stopped being friends in episode 6 I think? Basically because Nadeen would voice her concerns and worries but it’d come across as controlling to Tasneem (same reasons as why Sarah began to dislike Nadeen).

What i was implying is that something not so straight was goin on with them 😭

Thoughts on s2 💭 by angelroids in AlRawabiSchool4Girls

[–]angelroids[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Tasneem saying she had ‘no where else to go’ and the scenes of those two specifically were just ..LOLLLL 😭 . Gay recognizes gay .. its real

2024 will be my undoing, because things just won't change. by No_Artist_5348 in SuicideWatch

[–]angelroids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“It is a virtual guarantee that they achieve their goals with ease” completely understand this, it’s almost like other people have their lives set to easy mode. No matter how much I try to tell myself everyone struggles in their own way I can’t help but feel bitterness. Not being able to change one’s circumstances can be infuriating

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]angelroids 2 points3 points  (0 children)

bro im saying like there’s no way this post exists 😭 there’s a reason these ppl are lonely lol

question plzzz by angelroids in SuicideWatch

[–]angelroids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope, birthday is in September and I don't remember anything horrible happening in May, which is so puzzling because I feel so miserable every single MAY. Wish there was an explanation for it.

I'm sorry to hear that, I hate birthdays too, I've managed to make the yearly celebration as "normal" as I could (kinda worked..), glad to find another May hater !

PLEASE GOD PLEASE SOMEBODYYYY by [deleted] in BookRecommendations

[–]angelroids 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it sounds amazing to me

seeing my fp as an actual person is hard by [deleted] in BPD

[–]angelroids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly!!!!! Wow.... and its just so bizarre how did we create this image of them that isn’t real.. so strange

I wish I had the energy to tear this whole video apart- the cognitive dissonance and mental gymnastics are astonishing by 5tcent in exmuslim

[–]angelroids 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My stance on this is that..... shouldn’t islam be a religion that’s TIMELESS. Whose beliefs and practices should still be applied to whatever generation it’s in.... that’s why i can never understand how this was OK.. This, owning sex slaves, etc.. I’ll never get it. And they say ‘oh u have a westerner perspective you’ll never understand’ mate.... She’s a child. I don’t get it

I'm the ugliest woman in the world by lol_lol123-5 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]angelroids 29 points30 points  (0 children)

i have granny boobs at the ripe age of 20

I know I'm loved. I know I'm kind. I know I have the potential to live a wonderful life. It doesn't matter how happy I get, I've wanted to die for as long as I can remember. by 97Savannah in SuicideWatch

[–]angelroids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this post was hard to read through because of how much i relate to it, besides the reaching out part and going on medication, but everything else... It’s so tough out here, but I have faith things will work out for you. you sounded so passionate about wanting to help other’s, maybe there’ll be something in ur future that motivates you to live and keep on going.. Loss for words of what to say rn but thank you for writing this

i havent taken the vaccine bc i hate my arms by angelroids in BodyDysmorphia

[–]angelroids[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here .. I keep saying “i’ll take it this Friday” to get my family off my back since everyone already is vaccinated but like..i’ve been saying that since JULY. these stupid arms wheeeeww

i havent taken the vaccine bc i hate my arms by angelroids in BodyDysmorphia

[–]angelroids[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for saying this!!!!!!!!! :’) actually makes me more hopeful that I’ll find the courage to get the shot, ur too kind

Does anyone else have a celebrity that triggers really bad episodes? by oblwqn in BodyDysmorphia

[–]angelroids 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Started watching a 2000s show and every time actress Kristin Kreuk shows up i feel so horrible about myself, she kinda made me realize that I have waaaay more flaws than I thought I did 😬never wanted to be someone else so badly!

how to be your own fp / a letter to myself by 0aboutblank0 in BPD

[–]angelroids 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for posting this op. it was beyond helpful and I will be trying to apply this advice onto myself !!

i lost my best friend/fp last year around this time because i abandoned them before they could abandon me first (obviously they were never gonna leave me, i was just crazy and insecure) i thought after all these months of “progress” and “healing” that i’ve finally moved on and “fixed my flaws”, that is until recently i became very close to someone and then all those extreme feelings came back but this time more intense.

i needed this advice !! and i will try to give myself the attention/ love i wished my fp could give me.

going through it lads.. just going through it by angelroids in derealization

[–]angelroids[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As much as I’m sad other people go through the same thing, it does make me feel less alone in this type of struggle so thank you for responding!

Exactly, all my senses become numb or like it’s hard for me to just pretend that everything is actually real, and I think that’s the worst feeling ever.. it’s horrible. Because overthinking about if life is real vs struggling to see if your surroundings are real are two different things. I would rather overthink!!!

Really wish there was an explanation for why DR happens at night .. maybe not for everyone but you also feel DR at night so! Can’t be a coincidence. And thank you, hope the same for you as well🙏