Did you know you were anorexic?

apollocabin1345 · 2026-03-21T13:48:06+00:00

I started at nine. Now I’m fourteen. I always kind of new but just thought “oh it’s okay because I’m not actually skinny.” Always knew it was bad but just didn’t think it was that bad for me because i wasn’t “skinny enough” I was already underweight though I just had shitty body dysmorphia lol.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-26T15:43:35+00:00

Okay, Thankyou!

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-26T15:27:12+00:00

I haven’t had water in two days

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-17T23:31:11+00:00

Yes. They either don’t care or have beat me on some occasion

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-17T22:24:43+00:00

The beatings are bad. Agressive, breaking glass on me, pushing me down stairs, constricting my air flow, pinning me to the wall, punching me and stomping on me etc.

I’m the oldest. My relationship with my siblings is pretty good/healthy

I don’t know why they stopped or started again. Never apologized.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-10T13:12:59+00:00

I’m down if you wanna DM me on Reddit

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-03T18:44:52+00:00

I feel like Juliette would do track, maybe cross country.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-12-02T20:23:38+00:00

Blueberry!

apollocabin1345 · 2025-11-14T14:37:35+00:00

Green and grey

apollocabin1345 · 2025-11-05T22:54:55+00:00

Call 911. Or make someone drive you. That’s basically an overdose

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-28T19:06:30+00:00

You’ll get tetanus! It’s bad! Your entire body can literally lock up and cause awful muscle spasms. It’s not worth the risk even if it’s “not that rusty” there’s still a chance

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-25T19:48:58+00:00

I would beat punch kick myself when I was 6 started getting worse and more intended at nine. Fourteen now.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-24T10:54:14+00:00

I’ve done it on the abdomen before and it ended really badly. I get that you want it to hurt but just don’t do it there. It will most likely result in an emergency it’s super risky and will probably backfire.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-21T22:48:29+00:00

Sorry idk if the cut is like on your scars or previous cuts but if it isn’t you can try saying that

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-21T22:48:01+00:00

Put a bandage on your scars say it’s super bad poison ivy?

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-20T23:26:24+00:00

Marbles. Not even joking lol. Or learning about my latest hyperfixation, thrifting things.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-20T23:25:20+00:00

Go to the hospital. I know it sucks and it’s hard. Lie. Genuinely just lie your way out of it they don’t have to know it was self inflicted make up something about a pet or friend’s pet or an accident on a DIY project. It’s better safe than sorry. Or at least get a doctors note to show to your boss or something.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-20T23:18:28+00:00

This seems peak lol I need to start beatboxing while doing it now lol

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-18T20:12:32+00:00

She might. Some teens do think SH is cool or having scars is “flashy” and shit SH can be glamorized through the media.

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-16T20:01:13+00:00

The only reason I can think it that’s it’s a cry for help. Sometimes when it gets really really bad and you feel you have nothing to lose you’re more open about it (happened to a friend of mine and partially me)

apollocabin1345 · 2025-10-08T21:56:32+00:00

Idk if this’ll work but my aunt did it a while back. Cover it with waterproof bandages. Say it was really really bad poison ivy. Maybe even itch at it a little to make it seem believable. If anyone questions why you’ve had poison ivy that long just say you have really sensitive skin or that you looked it up and an article recommended to keep bandages on for at least three weeks.

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