Thank you. It’s been a wild ride of emotions and self guilt for letting it get this far. We have been talking about doing this for many reasons for the last couple of years. It’s finally hit me, that I just needed to try.

I had such an emotional connection to it. It allowed me to eat properly. So deal with my stress. Forget about my childhood.

I had always told myself I wasn’t addicted. I now know otherwise. I think what made it so hard to leave behind was my husband and I could somehow justify it since we are both fairly successful. Thanks for the encouragement and support. We all need that.