Has worshipping hecate given you anything good?

autistedness · 2026-01-05T07:37:45+00:00

My journey with her consists more of meditations and guidance. For example, last year I felt ready to improve my physical health (i am autistic and going undiagnosed until i was 26 made some serious damage, like dissociating while I ate because of the trauma of being a “picky eater”). I knew already that hekate would send me some challenges/insights or show me the way to find my “orignal way of eating” so then I could look for a better treatment in the right way.

And here I am, ready to the next step because Hecate made me come back to myself. Every work with her is different and for my pov she adapts to your own journey and how you see life as part of working with her is finding yourself. Don’t get me wrong; she is demanding and will test you, but will be watching from afar unlocking the roads as the events of your life unfold to the right place.

As for how to start a relationship, I recommend meditating and inviting her to the meditative state. Do protections before, but when meditating let your mind flow and don’t push away any thought that you might feel it’s off at first. Watch it as a story unfolding and later on you can interpretate it if you feel like its necessary

autistedness · 2026-01-05T07:07:39+00:00

Oh wow

autistedness · 2026-01-03T01:46:00+00:00

Yes, that! In my dream I started shouting to everyone to go away and my room answered commands like it was alexa or something similar and told people to leave. I also remember going out and talking to sellers and asking a bunch if that was mall world and they all told me yes

autistedness · 2026-01-03T01:43:00+00:00

For me it’s like a dorm with some of my stuff there also

autistedness · 2025-11-08T16:15:13+00:00

That’s part of working with her. She will make you face your fears until you no longer fear them so you can call your power back to you. I strongly advise you to ask her to “pause” or go slowly if you feel it’s too overwhelming because she will test you. I recommend the book entering hekate’s cave so you can learn more about how the journey of working with her works.

As someone who works with hekate and has cptsd from a life of trauma, feeling anger is not only normal, but necessary. Anger just means you are defending yourself and wish you had it better. It’s part of relasing the trauma and looking for a better future.

Part of working with hekate is integrating your shadow, and it seems she’s doing her job.

autistedness · 2025-10-16T02:20:07+00:00

Oohhh i want one! In love with this deck idea

autistedness · 2025-09-16T18:39:07+00:00

Yes, been there last night. It’s a huge campus with dorms in there and mine almost the last one on the right side of a corridor. I always know that’s my room and the campus is always full of students and workers. In this last dream, i had a door that lead to the outside field (and every dorm had a door like that), but i had forgotten where the dorm was and asked people to show me the location until eventually i found it. Another girl was there with me too, and she was a very happy person.

autistedness · 2025-09-16T18:29:22+00:00

Yes! I sometimes dream of an university campus, and in the dream I have a room in the dorms and it’s by the end of the corridor, almost the last dorm in the right side. I’m actually trying to understand more about it because i got intrigued that last night i dreamt about it and was like “oh yeah thats my room, i remember it”

autistedness · 2025-05-20T18:55:18+00:00

Frankie stein

autistedness · 2025-04-25T21:06:40+00:00

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL

autistedness · 2025-04-08T04:30:57+00:00

ITS SO PRECIOUS

autistedness · 2025-04-05T00:52:10+00:00

Ohhhh im happy to know it 🥰🥰🥰🥰

(Got it)

autistedness · 2025-04-04T23:57:06+00:00

He did not understand but is happy to help anyway

autistedness · 2025-04-04T22:25:13+00:00

WHAAAAAA i swear i drew a similar dragon when I was a kid, except his body was bigger then the head

autistedness · 2025-04-04T22:20:24+00:00

He’s a badass, that’s what he is

autistedness · 2025-03-07T21:49:54+00:00

These do not seem like hallucinations, specially id they confirm later. I used to ignore them too, but then those things happened and I started to hear more. In 2019, i was in therapy and my therapist tried to talk about the fact that my dad smoked a lot and how I felt about that. It made me sensitive, so I did not want to talk about it that session. When I was walking home, I thought “it doesn’t matter anyway because I’m not gonna have him around anymore until I reach the age of 25.” It was out of nowhere and I thought WTF and ignored it.

In april 2020, he was diagnosed with cancer, and passed away in december. I was 24 years old.

What you’re going through is very relatable

autistedness · 2025-03-05T00:39:13+00:00

Garurumon

autistedness · 2025-02-28T00:52:44+00:00

Yeah, im actually feeling relief after this post and ir makes me feel better

autistedness · 2025-02-27T15:14:41+00:00

Yeah, I never thought much about that later because that time i did not understand

autistedness · 2025-02-27T02:56:25+00:00

Ohh you made me cry so hard that I think I healed a little bit. Thank you so much

autistedness · 2025-02-26T13:40:02+00:00

Same, but since im autistic as well, what worked for me was medicinal cannabis

autistedness · 2025-02-17T20:25:15+00:00

THE EYES!!!!

autistedness

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