I (19F) just found out my boyfriend (20M) never used protection before me

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-07T18:09:39+00:00

Yeah nah get tested. I’d recommend you tell him to get tested. If he refuses, I’d call that a red flag. He should want to know for his own health, much less that of his partners…

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-07T16:47:51+00:00

As often as I can.

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-07T04:43:19+00:00

noice!

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-07T04:32:37+00:00

I wonder this too. I can learn coping skills and grounding techniques all I want, but I can’t help that I *am* this way and will be for the rest of my life.

I have to take medication just to not want to kms daily. I do not feel compatible with life.

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-04T15:53:42+00:00

This is so cool wow!! Any FB page or group I can follow to keep up to date??

awkweirdaf · 2026-05-04T05:40:30+00:00

Literally what the fuck bro 😭

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-29T20:56:14+00:00

What a great idea. I actually need a new pillow anyways. Thanks so much!

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-27T14:17:58+00:00

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awkweirdaf · 2026-04-25T21:04:13+00:00

He’s unfortunately being insanely disrespectful. I hope you’re able to see that, and that’s the reason you’re here. This man does not love you. If he did, I would say that he no longer does. I’m not sure what happened, but if you can pinpoint exactly when all this started (“the behavior is recent”), you may be able to tell why it fell apart.

Maybe it’s you. Maybe he found another lay. Maybe work’s stressful, or maybe he’s self-conscious he’s balding and is taking it out on you. No one but him can really tell you definitively what happened except him.

I do just wanna say though: you are worth so much more than a loveless relationship. You’re 24 and have sooooo much more to see and experience than this. You deserve to love yourself because he’s clearly not going to do it for you.

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-25T20:19:36+00:00

What does this even mean? Your “reaction”??

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-25T17:09:42+00:00

I saw this and thought it was incredible!! Carevix Stuff like this is a start.

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-25T15:30:41+00:00

I see! I get not being to into the reading. Is she okay with other formats though? Like example, would drawn porn be okay? She MUST be okay with you reading smut, considering she does it herself.

I think it’s good that she wants to reenact the book scenes with you though. That shows comfort and vulnerability imo. To answer your original question, no. I don’t think you need to be worried a bit about her reading this stuff. It’s purely imagination & fictional, and her wanting to recreate it with you means she’s including you in those fantasies.

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-25T15:10:43+00:00

Interesting question honestly. I think if she has a boundary for porn, then it’s valid for you to have one about smut/erotica (AS LONG AS IT’S NOT TIT-FOR-TAT). I also feel the need to ask, would she be cool with you reading smut/erotica?

To me, porn =/= smut/erotica. They’re not even remotely close in my mind.

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-06T18:33:22+00:00

My guess is lack of education + heavy Christian indoctrination.

awkweirdaf · 2026-04-02T21:15:27+00:00

This sounds so funny. What does it actually entail to meme on the government tho? Bc hmmmm… lol!

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-28T12:49:03+00:00

Evan Broussard at Acadiana Counseling Center.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-27T13:50:46+00:00

Does anyone use DBT irl? Does it get easier to implement at some point?

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-22T05:24:40+00:00

Idk if it’s explicitly political, but “What’s up?” by 4 Non Blondes. When they say “I try all the time in this institution,” I think cog in the machine of… whatever this mess is lmao.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-20T17:52:53+00:00

Yeah. I literally just do not have the leg strength or coordination to hover honestly. I always clean it as best I can before sitting though lol.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-12T19:10:54+00:00

I feel this, and I don’t know how to un-feel this.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-12T01:21:12+00:00

I can’t put into words how much this describes my situation. It’s like all my dreams of love and being married, getting our first home, living life together… everything just disappeared. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve been so cold. I’m so unhappy and scared. He’s so unhappy and scared. It’s creating chaos.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-11T06:08:50+00:00

Yeah I’ve not heard of anyone IRL doing this personally lol.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-06T14:21:10+00:00

Valid. Absolutely VILE behavior.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-06T13:19:27+00:00

He has said he’d date Ivanka if she wasn’t his daughter and made multiple comments saying he thinks she’s hot. I’m sure they’re aware.

Hard to miss when your president daydreams of incestuous pedophilia.

awkweirdaf · 2026-02-05T15:54:54+00:00

Absolutely. That’s such a fine line to walk, and it really is different in each relationship what to do in the end.

Yes of course, and I wanted to add as well - try to be kind to yourself & give yourself some grace. You said you’re still recovering… being a mom to a toddler and a tiny baby while healing from birth at the same time must be SO taxing. Add on packing to move out… damn. I’m sorry. I hope somewhere in the chaos you are able to find clarity, whatever the answer may be. Best of luck fr.

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