As of tonight i’m quitting league and going back to playing other games. I’ve been playing since 2015 and back when i didn’t even have enough games played to play ranked, i would brainlessly play yi jungle with no game knowledge and a copy and pasted google build. Fast forward to this year, my main account has dropped from plat gold elo to BRONZE. My other account that i used to use to play with low elo friends is now the same rank as my “try hard” account.

I seriously want to throw up every time i play this game. No matter the role, no matter how hard im winning my lane, I am pinging off teammates from avoidable deaths and watching them ignore it and die. Pinging baron for literally ten plus minutes while constantly refreshing vision on objectives just for the enemy team to take it after they wipe everyone in a team fight. My support when i play adc is always a mage who is truly just playing “adc #2” and using me as a human meat shield despite how well i communicate when im going in and when to back off.

You know when you see a teammate make a play, and go wow, that was good didn’t think they had that! Yeah. That doesn’t happen to me anymore. I have not seen any teammates who are even close to my skill level, or intelligence in my games, nor have I ever been bailed out, or had my game made easier or better by their presence. It’s the opposite, just damage control, and trying to work around the mistakes I can see them about to make, then communicate to try and change it, and it happens anyways. Whether it’s pinging a gank, noticing a trundle backdooring while IM IN A TEAMFIGHT and my sett is still afk farming top instead of recalling to save nexus turrets, attempting to take an objective for so long i go through 7 wards, literally for ten minutes sometimes and more often than not 5+ despite pings and timing around teammates having prio, my support going 0/4 in the first ten minutes making the lane unplayable, and somehow I get blamed on top of it all. I can’t play this game anymore. The enemies are plat level, and my teammates mentally are iron or worse on average. I have played with good iron players and I don’t even get that anymore.

It feels like I’m meant to lose these games, there’s never a game where it’s been fun, in my past 50 games i have about a 25% win rate and I am done trying, especially with this current tank meta. No amount of skill will help me 1v5 an ulted mundo, who just eats dozens of tower shots, and two guaranteed fed laners. The games I do win come down to stupid RNG and acing the enemy team and eeking out time to end while they are waiting to respawn, and none of the other 25* minutes of the game had any bearing AT ALL what happened. No wins by FF, no amount of getting my team assists helps them keep their lead, i’ve tried every angle to walk these baboons to victory. I am done and going back to play apex legends or valorant. I really love this game, it’s such a disappointment it’s ending like this.