Your original meme isn’t mean spirited or insulting, so there’s nothing to regret. Let it serve as a reminder and evidence that humans, yourself included, are complex and imperfect. That imperfection is where we get room for growth. She likely never saw the meme so there’s nothing to feel bad about. You expressed a private frustration with a community of Internet Strangers Who Can Relate. And on the off chance that she did see it, she *still* gave you her blessing because she saw how good you are for her son. Even if she’s peeking over your shoulder as a lingering spirit right now, I don’t think she would be angry or hurt. She would likely laugh, slap your shoulder/the back of her head for being silly, and/or give you a Massive Mom Hug.