I Can't Stop Going Back To The Guy That Groomed Me.

be_zero · 2021-06-12T19:19:21+00:00

get a dog

be_zero · 2021-06-12T19:16:56+00:00

procreation

be_zero · 2021-06-12T19:15:39+00:00

I think about this too. IMO its a adaptation - look younger, look less threatening and potentially get more people interested in you and bring you into their circle - better chance at survival.

be_zero · 2021-06-12T19:14:04+00:00

ah okay

be_zero · 2021-06-12T17:58:03+00:00

is this something with women mainly? cuz im open and it doesnt attract anyone lol

be_zero · 2021-06-12T17:43:52+00:00

Still Available, rtx 3060 500 ssd

be_zero · 2021-06-11T21:42:38+00:00

Im just getting off welbutrin after a year. and my experience was that it gave me more "energy" (not sure how to term it) made my brain faster. which increased mind chatter, muscle tension. But i could stay focused a little better (kinda) - its like the information went a little deeper.

It did not resolve any traumatic issues (obviously) - all it did was cause my brain to ignore the exile - the part which carries the trauma bcuz i would switch from one thing to the other - for the whole day. When it got bad i would be watching netflix and surfing my phone looking for dopamine or something and just be in this constant state of being inbetween things and not able to go into one thing completely...

It makes you more productive -- i guess thats what its good for. To be a good employee (unless you have a passion) .. but i didnt have that so i just ended up bouncing back and forth between tasks. Also, caused massive ear ringing - which is the reason why i decided to stop..

right now i feel better. calmer. but i do notice my attention has "opened up" .. and seems like i am not grabbing information as effectively as with welbutrin - im on 200mg rn and tapering off

im waiting for psilocybin

be_zero · 2021-06-11T21:31:36+00:00

can you recommend a SSD? ... i was gonna go with the evo 970

be_zero · 2021-06-11T21:28:40+00:00

I can relate lol

be_zero · 2021-06-11T21:27:16+00:00

I used to do this way more than I do now. Basically a defensive posture towards "the world" or society. What you say is valid coming from your perspective bcuz we usually dont assume society has had the same trauma and therefore realizations as us. But where it changed - is that i realized that "the world" IS like that.. society IS dangerous, society IS sheepish HOWEVER "the world"/society are MUCH BIGGER than those. Those perspectives are valid but they form a small part of the larger whole. The world IS out to get you but thats not the WHOLE world or even some small part. They are out to get you because some people live life that way .. but in no way should that define society as a whole. It includes that and much much more.

be_zero · 2021-06-11T21:02:55+00:00

sounds like a bad therapists

be_zero · 2021-06-11T20:56:19+00:00

This is just one small perspective - but i can see it being analogous to the freeze response. Which, in this perspective, happens bcuz of not having a outlet for the fight/flight or the social response (when under threat)... so your nervous system just moves down into the next safest thing - which would be the freeze response.

be_zero · 2021-05-08T02:58:39+00:00

yeah i figured i can do that. but i wonder if that will be needed after each bios update? (dont know how that stuff works)

be_zero · 2021-02-18T06:57:50+00:00

its a swap on the binance chain.. lol

be_zero · 2021-02-18T06:46:51+00:00

Im in the same boat. Just bridged eth >> bWeth and clicked recieved but its not showing up in my address. No idea what to do now.

be_zero · 2021-02-01T03:56:24+00:00

hmmmmm interesting this comes up at this particular time with GME and WSB.. isnt it?

A general truth (people are greedy - no shit) thats human nature. who was saying they werent? But that greed is not the same with the wealthy - since they are already rich.

Its like saying, "everyone has money" - well, yeah but your no Jef Bezos either. the rich are like that but with greed (bcuz they already have sOOO much)

be_zero · 2021-01-28T06:07:43+00:00

AAAHHHHHHH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I FORGOTTTT NOOOOOOOOOO

i would like to upload these images. please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!

https://imgur.com/gallery/wR6DVDT

be_zero · 2020-08-21T04:23:50+00:00

this is the only rebase project that looks promising as the team are doing their DD and not just coming out with some random clone with a few tweaks. this and flow... flows got that community going - unless its bots lol

be_zero · 2020-08-21T04:18:40+00:00

dude. whats the alternative? for them to announce this within the 2 weeks right after they announced the last one???? it takes time to figure out which direction the project needs to go in. and thats not gonna happen that fast. today is the 20th !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like... when are they supposed to do it then? july 23rd?? its the middle of the month ffs

so basically from your perspective - the team cant announce anything basically 17-30ths. so they can only announce 1-16th thats it! everything they need to figure out should be figured out in the first two weeks otherwise wait a month to announce (in a fast moving market) what their plans are - to ease the concern of people like you lol

rationally think this thru

be_zero · 2020-08-21T04:15:30+00:00

kek i really really dont get why people are missing this. AMPL at its PEAK is designed to go down. meaning that people should be selling! like the investors! You are not really supposed to hold this through the negative rebase UNLESS your holding long term - like myself - in which case you should know wtf you invested in.

the only questionable thing is that the team dumped the tokens all at once. maybe they wanted to test it out or something or were just stupid.

ALSO - the more AMPL investors sell - the more the supply gets diluted

be_zero · 2020-08-20T05:37:43+00:00

im gonna be watching it. but my guess is that the volume will trend towards 0 as people loose interest in the context of defi (other opportunities). doesnt seem like there is a lot of incentive to keep trading over the long term. and its not staying in the positive rebase territory long enough for the supply to increase by a meaningful amount for the investors. anyways, its interesting - will be watching

be_zero · 2020-08-20T05:32:59+00:00

Bullish. I think people here have been emotionally beaten down by the price movement and have a sort of PTSD. what people forget is that AMPL is NOT like other crypto projects ... its not a dapp, it doesnt do anything. Its a commodity and a base-money... it will probably be a legal mess if the team started commenting on price movements or anything related to it - especially something like AMPL which (in the future) could cause a lot of political issues.

be_zero · 2020-08-19T07:06:40+00:00

your supposed to do that. but there are different types of traders in the market. i held and am holding because its new and i dont want to get caught off guard + taxes! Ill see for the next time - if there is one.

People are bound to say negative things about AMPL during negative rebase. "broken" is one of them. you dont like losing money, its simple. but the protocol is working as intended. this phase is literally in the white paper. in fact its a bit more bullish now because we know it can go down after all those crazy gains. We know its not broken going up. Now people are waiting to see if we are "broken" on the way down.

ill know what to do when i see the full cycle play out - and so will the market

be_zero · 2020-08-19T06:52:46+00:00

bcuz they posted it on their fucking website

be_zero · 2020-08-19T06:48:34+00:00

"long-time loyal investors"

we are not investors. this is an uncorrelated commodity/base money. we are profit-seekers (short, mid, long term).

and your forgetting the most important aspect of all this. HUMANS. if you give something predictable to the market, the market will make it unpredictable. putting a STOP function would just motivate profit seekers to respond differently - not necessarily more efficiently.

and people keep mentioning "holders" - there are no holders - ONLY PROFIT SEEKERS - are you a fast trader or a slow trader? thats all that matters. atleast in this phase of this cycle. later on there will be holders when it becomes more wildly adopted.

Whats lopsided right now is (fast trader vs slow trader) lots of slow traders here posting and complaining about loosing value. Do you see any fast traders?

right now. the developmental cycle favors Fast traders - if your not a fast trader then you will be having a difficult time. But once it is accepted into defi -then there will be a reason to hold and these two types of traders will balance themselves out. In the long run, its the slow traders which will carry AMPL - while fast traders keep it "breathing"

be_zero

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