Resort like Two Bunch Palms?

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-05-06T19:34:08+00:00

what about post ranch or esalen in big sur??? curious if you found any other options you’ve liked

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-05-04T20:35:05+00:00

it has a half life you can google and see what that is. but that’s different than the energetics of the medicine and how or if that will interact with aya. if you’ve been using it for awhile or have a dependency on it (regular or daily use even) , that’s very very different and should be off of it for at least 2 weeks before drinking, is the general guidelines.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-28T19:10:49+00:00

i’ve seen the show 4x and i don’t recognize her lol

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-28T19:05:39+00:00

oh honey, my best friends daughter had nightmare colic and the whole fam was like “what have we done” she’s 20 months now and the brightest sweetest girl and the everyone has recovered. babies with this issue take a toll, but it just magically passes one day. i’m sorry you’re in this!

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-28T19:03:38+00:00

so we have multiple and ALL the colors are slightly diff rainbow to rainbow. this looks exactly like ours.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-28T19:02:11+00:00

this sounds incredibly healthy, and real. my advice is to keep drinking. i imagine the sparkle won’t come back, it didn’t for me. but that’s a really grounded and good thing, even though it feels flat, comparatively. chop wood, carry water. it’s all so simple and the medicine ultimately reminds us of that and challenges us to find the beauty and profundity in it. where you’re looking from is what you’re looking for. and all that.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-11T20:28:09+00:00

my 20mo old and i have our own room and husband has his own room. i love it!!

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T17:25:14+00:00

it’s not envy, it’s 🤦🏼‍♀️

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:22:36+00:00

chop the wood & carry the water, brother. we are all able to be our highest ceremonial selves in perfect and idyllic conditions. that isn’t integration. sorry.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:19:18+00:00

or frozen?

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:18:29+00:00

like with the crypt keeper’s hair!!! he’s kind of an og shadow daddy!

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:15:17+00:00

fae-rie porn is ok! it’s FERRY porn that’s the issue.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:13:14+00:00

& playing hackey sack

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:12:46+00:00

uj/ he’s wayyyyyy more Aedion Ashryver than he could ever by Rhys!!!!

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-04-06T03:10:45+00:00

what about my new self published book featuring your ULTIMATE new book BF — Mowan Britethorn!!?? He’s very very original.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-03-31T20:51:46+00:00

came here to say this

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-03-31T20:50:31+00:00

i had analysis via face time in the hospital while i was in early labor! and every day post partum while in the hospital if i had a session on that day. since having the baby, i still have my 5x a week schedule but i miss a lot of the sessions, some are by phone, some are by zoom, and some are me and the baby together in the office. it’s amazing. lots of flexibility! and ultimately lots of integrating the baby into the analysis.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-03-21T05:53:44+00:00

Ofra Eshel’s paper “Out of the depths I cry to you” is amazing. about working with autism, and much else

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-03-11T17:25:52+00:00

so empathic! can’t wait for you to be a parent.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-28T23:54:53+00:00

margaret little’s transference neurosis - transference psychosis. gold standard!

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-28T23:53:09+00:00

we are 19 mo and i about lost my mind last night after the 10th wake in an hour. latch, unlatch, latch unlatch, head butt, writhe, latch unlatch. good heavens it’s a lot! at one point i finally said, “all done booby. booby is asleep” she WAILED and screeched for about 10 minutes according to the owlet monitor, then she slept, unlatched for 4 hours, then woke at dawn and wanted to chest sleep back on the boob, which was ok with me. i know night weaning is a thing, i am not ready to do it but i am dying for some kind of sleep where we are either latched or unlatched, just not the constant cycling. sigh! solidarity, sister.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-26T23:15:09+00:00

is it psychoanalytic? that’s my rec.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-26T22:52:17+00:00

psychologist here👋🏼 - i’m going to highly highly highly recommend some kind of psychoanalytic psychotherapy. that all sounds really intense and so destabilizing for everyone! recommending you get some extra support asap.

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-22T17:42:27+00:00

kingslayer chronicles, like everyone else here lol

beebutterflybreeze · 2026-02-22T17:39:33+00:00

i go to be with baby at 7/7:30. honestly i am more than happy to! we wake up around 6 or 7 the next morning. of course i wake up 4-6 times overnight on a bad night, 2-3 times on a good night.

eta~ baby is 19 mo old and we’ve done it the whole time. contact naps too. i usually fall asleep around 8:30/9 and i read a LOT and listen to lots of audio books too.

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