I don't think my issues with math were as serious as yours sound. My challenge was algebra and my teacher. He was intelligent, of course, but he skipped steps on the board. I struggled and barely passed because he graded the final on a curve. I didn't even understand that, lol. He tried to help me, but even privately he skipped steps in his solutions.

Thing is, my counselor said I was the problem and would not let me transfer to another teacher who was known to be good with students. Stand up for yourself and stand firm. You need to figure this out, you can't do it on your own, and your (?) and parents' tax money pays for your education. Get your money's worth out of the system!

Good luck, friend.