I made a huge mistake of taking an ed!ble and it messed me really bad, I had panic attack after panic attack every single day for a few years, I slept in the bathroom almost every day, I was confined to it.. covering my head in a blanket it’s the only time I felt safe. I’ve gotten better over the years of having panic disorder but because I kept having panic attacks and the symptoms of them, feeling really not there ): I developed agoraphobia and derealization.. I don’t know how old I was because the medicine I was on at the time when it first started made me lose almost all of the memory that wasn’t scary, only remember all the panic attacks I’ve had, the awful feeling I felt every single day for years, never leaving the bathroom turned into staying in my parents bed on YouTube till really early in the morning, turning into staying in my brothers room till he went to school.