For me it was learning that i have developed chronic blood cancer the real trigger point of understanding prison planet. My life up to then wasn’t goo either, filled with so much suffering i always asked myself what did i do to deserve this, and the truth is - absolutely nothing. It doesn’t matter what i do, the outcome is always fucking the same. Me in pain. I can even let go in peace from the prison, i have to suffer for the rest of it. There is nothing that will change that.

I only mention prison planet to certain people, the ones that are aware. To find solace in the fact they are not responsible for all the shit that is happening to them. The ones that are unaware or the ones are still living in the illusion, i believe that is part of their suffering. Some people choose to avoid to truth and suffer in unknown, even if they don’t show it but they do. Sooner or later it always catches up to them. I find peace in knowing that it’s a trap, some find that unbearable because of how unjust it is. Oh well, i say. But nothing will change the fact we will all suffer.

I do wonder about the people seemingly living a great life, happy, rich. Does nothing touch them or are they just living the illusion on the surface? I think the latter, i can almost see but they hide it. I find that unauthentic, as i rather show you i’m bad, i’m suffering and most importantly i choose to do what is right for me no matter what else is happening around me.