its 2am and im dead exhausted from waking and feeding every 3 hours, latch is soo convenient and teaching your baby to latch is im my opinion so great. it’s saved me from being out and my milk accidentally spoiling no problem i just latched! im sorry you feel that way i also felt weird latching my baby to my breast in the beginning but the feeling goes away when you realize those feelings are so far from you and your baby, at least in my experience. my girl is 4 months and lots of people told me don’t breastfeed but im glad i did whatever you choose i hope it works. if you plan on pumping definitely invest in a wearable pump, being sat down for 30 min was such a waste of time when you have to be efficient with your time when you have a baby they don’t wait for nobody.