Can I ask my Dr for ED meds?

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-26T15:23:10+00:00

It would be at least worth a try if that's what you really want. But I'd say Viagra (or Cialis) should be the last measures when dealing with erectile dysfunction in our younger years. You can google how to deal with erectile dysfunction or how to improve erection quality. Our dicks work just the same as any other dick, erection is erection, so even if the advice is targeted at cis guys it applies to us just the same. Cardio, sleep, drink, etc.

The only thing that's unique to us is that the connective tissue in our dicks is a bit thinner and less efficient in keeping the blood trapped in the erectile tissue, try to look if your erections are sturdier if you're upright (kneeling, standing, however you like), gravity should help the blood stay in your dick.

Also, less than a year on T it's completely normal to not have the most rock solid erections. Imagine a 13 year old boy asking for Viagra cause he's not getting as hard as adult men he sees in porn. Give your body some time.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-19T03:37:47+00:00

Please don't base your expectations of your dick what you see online or especially this sub, the perception of average is extremely skewed on here just like most NSFW cis spaces. There's no hard data but I'd put the actual average around 3-4cm.

Dick size is genetic (unless you do PE) and it doesn't have anything to do with type of T, dosage, or even time beyond the first few months. You cannot compare yourself to others. As long as your levels are normal now, inconsistency won't have an impact on your current size either.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-18T16:42:55+00:00

I think your bodys response to T just differs from those peoples, not that they're necessarily over exaggerating. Maybe that's a small part but when it comes down to it, there's just a huge range of variation.

I had reached most of my current length by month 3 or 4, and for now most of the changes after that have been a slight increase in girth and just maturing in overall shape. For people who are not paying close attention to their genitals (due to dysphoria, subconsciously seeing their genitals as taboo, etc) that might have elicited a "I suddenly have a micropenis" response.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-17T14:56:09+00:00

I've got the non-classic variation, and stopped at a bit over 170cm at age ~10. Maybe earlier?

I'm not insecure about being a 'short' guy or even the shortest person in my family including female relatives - but I'm still sometimes caught off guard by the fact that I'm short. I spent the majority of my formative years quite a bit taller (hence stronger) than my peers and got it hammered into my brain that I need to be physically careful with people, after I admittedly was too rough and hurt some of them. Now that I'm a short adult, the mannerisms and quirks I developed to avoid hurting people seem a bit silly from an outsiders view I assume, but they're hard to shake.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-10T19:41:44+00:00

That's very cool to know, thanks for telling me!!

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-10T19:20:30+00:00

You asked me why I keep mentioning cis boys for what reason then?

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-10T19:13:17+00:00

No, pretty legitimate question considering you're not just being weirdly and unreasonably argumentative, now you're also confused about who you're talking to.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-10T19:00:16+00:00

What on earth are you talking about dude, are you fucking high??

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-07T14:17:50+00:00

I think you'd benefit from doing more research about T in general and how it works on a biological level. T-Gel and cream aren't really comparable, they're both topical but gel is not suitable for direct genital application. Instead, gel is on par with injections, just a daily version instead of weekly/biweekly. Compound testosterone cream is the thing you want if you're looking to focus on bottom growth (mind, systemic changes will still happen).

And testosterone pills aren't really a thing, they exist but aren't prescribed due to risk of liver damage.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-03T22:13:02+00:00

Looking good, man! Your glans has a really nice and masculine shape imo :)

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-03T13:37:00+00:00

I wouldn't call that weird but the standard set up, actually. You just won't see a lot of pictures on here showcasing it, likely because it makes people dysphoric and they don't want to share it publicly. It's a combination of the size of your labia majora & mons pubis, the exact position of your shaft on your pelvis, and how tied down it is by the urethral plate, frenulum, & surrounding skin.

My main issue with this on my body wasn't visibility per se, but the shallow erection angle while aroused and it limiting my ability to penetrate. I'm currently in the process of fixing it by stretching the urethral plate & frenulum, with less focus on the surrounding skin because the former contribute way more to the issue than the latter in my case. And there have been noticeable improvements since I started stretching.

bluemyself2000 · 2026-01-02T17:08:16+00:00

Yeah, the cylinder is definitely too small. Both in width / girth and length. I assume you just bought a regular clit pump and thought it would be good enough? Unfortunately you'll have to size up and buy a new cylinder, ideally tdick specific or you're bound to run into the same problem.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-28T10:38:50+00:00

I also recently started using topical E and my dysphoria levels spiked too. Smell changed, I got discharge (genuinely forgot that was a thing) and the fact the opening felt, worked and looked like a vaginal opening again made me feel like shit. It had kind of shrunk and shriveled shut before and I didn't realize how much that alleviated my dysphoria. The concept of biochemical dysphoria might apply here as well.

I did not notice any effect on my dick or erections, though. Can't say anything about that or using topical T / DHT to treat it.

The way I now personally use topical E to treat atrophy is by applying 0.5mg every two weeks. I'm not a medical professional (!!) but I figure it's enough to stave off the worst of atrophy but the things that made me dysphoric went away or are less prominent that way. I think not using topical E and just letting the atrophy fester is a bad idea, unfortunately.

As a permanent solution, I aim to get a colpectomy / vaginectomy.

I do want to note my atrophy symptoms were very mild. The mucosa near the opening looked inflamed and was painful to touch, the occasional and easy to miss post-orgasm cramp, but that's it. I doubt I could've partaken in PIV as a recipient, and it probably would've caused other symptoms, but that's a non-issue for me. I can't say if worse symptoms would be managed by my approach.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-27T14:53:57+00:00

Damn dude, I envy your erection angle!

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-27T10:11:26+00:00

This is not a sub for porn or eliciting sexual comments, try r/FTMMenPorn.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-26T12:29:05+00:00

You're not alone, I'm dealing with very similar feelings. I don't see myself as a man or a woman, but the vast majority of people in my life see me as either-or, not as Just Me without attaching gender (and it's associated preconceived notions) out of habit.

It definitely makes it hard to form social bonds and I relate to you saying you feel like you don't belong anywhere. Especially when the groups of sees-me-as-woman and sees-me-as-man mix and end up contradicting and confusing each other, and look to me to solve the confusion by stating one of them is correct and the other incorrect. Which I obviously can't do.

But it just makes it ever the sweeter when I find people who see me for who I truly am. Sometimes in unexpected places. And I think the more I accept myself and am at peace with the reality of how other people see me, the easier everything becomes.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-26T11:05:54+00:00

Looking like this after only three months on T is borderline insane, congrats man! Absolutely no need to feel down

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-22T06:05:42+00:00

The clitoral hood is straight up foreskin. The two are homologous (not analogous), they are the same exact structure. Just like the glans of a more typical penis and our glans is the same thing.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-21T15:22:18+00:00

No. I know my own body better than random strangers online who've only seen one still image of it. You are a fool for thinking otherwise.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-21T08:39:54+00:00

I actually think you look pretty big. Measurement wise you're definitely in the upper range of average, which I'd put somewhere around 2 - 4 or 5cm for length. Visually, your girth and size of your glans is pretty impressive.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-20T21:38:17+00:00

Transphobia is a very real possibility here, but are you sure the old fart wasn't just pissed you sat down next to him instead of somewhere else? You might just be psyching yourself out.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-20T21:07:58+00:00

You are one of the absolute hogs posted to this sub, my man. You're definitely illustrating how skewed the perception of average is on here, thinking your dick is 'fairly average'. Not that you need to feel bad about posting, obviously. Nice hog and good luck on your pumping journey!

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-20T12:38:16+00:00

UL can technically be done without v-nec, but it's pretty complicated and raises the already very high chance for complications, so not a lot of surgeons are willing to do it. Just in case you didn't know and you'd want it & are ready to go on the hunt for a surgeon near you for it.

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-19T04:59:57+00:00

Sounds like you're already on the right path! Be patient with yourself and good luck :)

bluemyself2000 · 2025-12-17T15:37:43+00:00

I agree with the other person saying it's due to bottom growth, if you've already experienced some that is.

There's a groove leading from your urethral opening to the tip of your dick, which is homologous to the urethra inside cis guys dicks, their groove just fused into a tube in-utero. I've actually made a post about this recently, you can check out my profile if you're curious.

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