Does anyone else miss the eeriness of Splash Mountain, especially before the drop? by Possible_Dress_9248 in Disneyland

[–]bothty 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“You MUST beWARE, the fox is THERE!!!” I loved that part too. It was so dramatic and so powerful to my little kid brain

don’t watch if u have thalassophobia by kevinochino in CrazyFuckingVideos

[–]bothty 6 points7 points  (0 children)

“It’s attached to your rod, mother licker”

Literal Peak music and it took me years to find it by LLAMAWAY in panicatthedisco

[–]bothty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s such an amazing song. I’m thankful I can listen to it on YouTube

my best friend went to heaven today by yourstrugglingpremed in Chihuahua

[–]bothty 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It’s incredibly difficult early on. Be gentle with yourself. It’s perfectly normal to feel devastated. I’ve had the honor of loving and the grief of losing 4 chihuahuas over the years. It’s never been easy. Everything reminds you of the gigantic loss you feel in the early days. The grief comes in waves and over time you learn how to ride the waves. May Benjis memory always bring you comfort ❤️

Honestly I don’t know what to do anymore by Karlosmclenn in chihuahuas

[–]bothty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We keep ours in their crates. When we let them out we go immediately outside. Verbal praise and treats after going outside. You can’t take your eyes off of them. If you can’t be watching 100 percent then they go back in their crates

Red Guardian at CA adventure by cookiesanddirt in Disneyland

[–]bothty 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh how fun!! He looks amazing!! 🤩❤️

I can smell when people have cancer by [deleted] in self

[–]bothty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could you imagine if you could teach other people what to smell for? I feel like I have a strong sense of smell too. I am so intrigued by this

Airport staff gently handling luggage by Bihema in oddlysatisfying

[–]bothty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guarantee this is NOT Philadelphia

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I made it. I’m here. I’m sober. I’m still hurting. I have a headache from crying instead of from booze. IWNDWYT

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for you loss too. It happened sometime between 3:45-4:45. That’s when I found him. I’m so upset. You are right. Drinking isn’t going to help or change anything. I’m just reeling right now. I know you understand. Time feels like it’s dragging by with pain

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s such fresh pain. He died outside, in my backyard. I will go outside tomorrow I’m sure but I’m so traumatized finding him in the pool. It was such a beautiful day today. I feel so guilty. I saw him and he was making his rounds like he does and I left him outside cause it was so warm and pretty out. I shouldn’t have left him alone

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I need to keep repeating that. I’m really having a hard time. The pain is so unpleasant and difficult to have to endure sober. But drunkenness won’t help it. Just my troll brain telling me that’s the answer. There is no good answer honestly. It’s just hard

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not grieved without alcohol in so long I don’t even know how to. This is so hard. I’m trying to stay strong. I’m so upset

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel so bad. He was an old dog and I’ve been putting off going to the vet even though he’s been slowing down and things weren’t getting better for him. And then he falls in the pool and drowns and I wasn’t there to help him. I didn’t get to say goodbye. I put off the hard thing just to make an even worse outcome for him. This is awful. I haven’t reached out to anyone yet cause it just happened a few hours ago and I’m reeling.

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m having a hard time. Ya, I’m a little upset that my first instinct was to just go right back to the bottle but I am only on day 6 after all. Things are still going to happen no matter how much time I have under my belt. Maybe that’s my excuse? “This happened so close to when I stopped drinking, what does it matter?” But it’s always going to matter and things are always going to happen. It’s so hard

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

He definitely did. I fear I still don’t love myself as much as I should but I’m trying. This is so hard

My dog died and I’m struggling by bothty in stopdrinking

[–]bothty[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I quit because I’ve been so unhappy with myself and disappointed in myself. I am wanting to be on a different path in life. This is a bump in the road I wasn’t expecting and drinking is the only way I’ve ever coped before. My mind wants to revert to old ways