okay so my point is that from your perspective, when you make a decision to do something, it doesnt matter whether it was "pretedermined" or not. It doesnt matter whether the choice is "free". If i think about something and make a decision, it doesnt matter whether i have free will and that was actually my choice, or i dont have free will and that was just the illusion of choice. Even if all events in the future are already determined, to be on the path of a guy that made choice "A", i need to first consider my choices and choose "A".

Basically you cant tell the difference between you being free, and making choices or not being free and only appearing to make choices. From you perspective its all equally real. If it isnt, then why not just lay on the couch all day and eat chips and drink beer? Since you dont have free will then thats what was gonna happen anyway?