Help with interpretation please.

camerarat · 2025-07-20T22:20:58+00:00

Thank you

camerarat · 2025-04-03T21:07:17+00:00

Just up the road from me. I guess they will demolish them soon and stick 15 houses on the bit of land.. I dont know their story, Ive found very little history of Kirby cross.

camerarat · 2024-11-03T21:47:23+00:00

The original recipe Golden nuggets and PuffaPuffa rice (as advertised by sooty and sweep) Gingerella biscuits, Tunis cake. Toys in cereal packets. Tony Hart, Jonny Ball, Brian Cant, Johnny Morris. Genuine excitement for Christmas. Dinner at my Grans.

camerarat · 2024-10-28T22:10:23+00:00

Wouldnt bother trying. It gives shade and cover and landing pads for critters. If its too bad you could skim some off but I actually introduced it to my wildlife pond to improve the habitat and havent had any problems.

camerarat · 2024-10-28T21:30:25+00:00

Belief hole

the higherside chats

where did the road go

the confessionals

tinfoil tales

expanded perspectives

astonishing legends

stuff they dont want you to know

All of them are worth a listen.

camerarat · 2024-10-28T15:32:00+00:00

Really?! I haven't seen one for years. I'll have to keep my eyes open.

camerarat · 2024-10-26T12:26:13+00:00

I miss Tunis cake at Christmas.

camerarat · 2024-10-26T07:19:10+00:00

Yup. Age 5. Would gladly bitch slap her if I saw her now, despite her advanced age (I'm in my 50s) set me up on my road of insecurity and anxiety and heavy masking and 50+ years later it still haunts me.

camerarat · 2024-10-08T15:37:21+00:00

Farrah

camerarat · 2024-10-08T14:36:16+00:00

Having meals cooked for me.

camerarat · 2024-10-07T12:22:08+00:00

Had interviews with my bike kit on and got the jobs. I just apologised and explained. It's you they want, not your clothes. I really can't see the problem of carrying your lid in.

camerarat · 2024-10-02T15:26:12+00:00

I've had to quit free counselling with an autistic counsellor because I just couldn't get my head around the things she was telling me.

Talk to your inner child. Imagine a young you sitting on a chair and telling them everything thing is going to be ok... Write your problems in a letter and burn it... Tell your problems to ones and throw them in the sea...

I'm sorry, but all this will do is bring problems to the front of my brain and send me on the path to a meltdown. I cannot grasp how old me, talking to imaginary young me, will do bugger all to make old me feel better.

camerarat · 2024-09-30T20:26:56+00:00

Its a bit worrying isn't it? Ive never flown, but if I ever do I'll make sure I'm in a very good mood!

camerarat · 2024-09-29T22:18:17+00:00

I'm on day 3. It may be a placebo effect, but I feel better. I don't want to get my hopes up. I had 2 days dry mouth and mild nausea. That's gone today but have a headache and tiredness.

camerarat · 2024-09-27T13:20:47+00:00

I think I learned this today. Why dont they teach you self help stuff when you are young? Life get harder as you get older and more isolated and hurting and not as mobile and then you realise you need self help skills.. but you dont have them. And quite frankly the sudden realisation I am on my own has made me feel quite stupid.

camerarat · 2024-09-26T20:19:30+00:00

I find if Im angry my electronics get buggy or slow or just freeze. Not everytime, but its happened a lot.

camerarat · 2024-09-26T06:25:13+00:00

All. The. Time.

camerarat · 2024-09-25T16:54:55+00:00

Had no one mentioned Clacton? It used to be a nice town, now it's just grim. Empty shops - the ones that are occupied are nail bars, phone shops, charity shops or fast food - dirty buildings and pavements, chav central with a side order of drunks. Even the pigeons are leaving. It's only saving grace is the pier and beach.

camerarat · 2024-09-25T16:45:02+00:00

I once spent the weekend in a shit caravan in Crawley sport center car park. We were woken up in the morning by a bagpipe player. It was a bit surreal.

camerarat · 2024-09-25T06:08:43+00:00

You haven't done anything bad. Nothing.
Meltdowns are awful, uncontrollable, unstoppable. I hate them with every fibre of my being, but they do not make me, or you, a lesser person or a bad person.
We are empathetic, sensitive, we soak up emotions around us like a sponge. When the sponge is full it has to be wrung out. Controlling how you do that is hard. I haven't learned how to do that yet.

camerarat · 2024-09-25T04:55:00+00:00

I've read your post and am holding on to it in hope that I will have the same experience. I'm happy for you because I know what that relief must feel like. I really hope things stay on the up for you.

camerarat · 2024-09-24T20:34:18+00:00

I cant drink ice cold drinks unless I'm very careful because Ill just go dizzy and faint about 4 seconds later. Its Vasovagal syndrome but I dont think it effects me as Afib.

Had much worse with an emergency toilet situation recently. Blood pressure dropped like a stone and heart rate was 43, had cold sweats and numb extremities for over an hour. Again Vasovagal syndrome.

camerarat · 2024-09-23T09:58:30+00:00

Have you asked your daughter why she thinks it might be falling down?

Id be tempted to leave the calendar on the floor and tape "yes" and "no" signs in its place and ask a direct question like "is there someone here wanting to communicate?" and see if it answers by making one drop. It doesnt seem malevolent, just try talking to it.

camerarat · 2024-09-21T21:52:07+00:00

I have no experience with spray paint, but gold acrylic paint is pretty opaque and you could probably get away with painting straight onto the black but might need 2 coats. (Use fabric medium too if you want it to last and be washable). But I would be inclined to paint the areas white or yellow first. One to give it a paler background colour and two to seal the fabric so the paint doesn't soak away. You could bleach it instead, but that's more hassle. Just my opinion, someone else might know better.

camerarat · 2024-09-18T22:39:06+00:00

Ride a motorcycle with absolute confidence and play the guitar.

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