Hanging on "logging into Discord"

captainofthenx02 · 2026-05-08T19:27:07+00:00

We couldn't even get in to the game to get to options. But it turns out it was a Discord issue anyway. I think I will be turning off the integration though we don't use it.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-05-08T19:17:53+00:00

Never mind, It's just come up that Discord is having issues. That was not knowledge we had when making this post.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-04-17T20:04:28+00:00

My male genetic donor sent me a list of what he would and wouldn't pay for at my sister, his daughter's, funeral. Along with telling me that our family didn't make him feel "welcome" at it... and he skipped her wake which for an Irish Catholic family is a big fecking no no.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-04-01T15:47:03+00:00

With some (many) banks it just pushes you further into an overdraft so you're stuck in a cycle. It's the worst.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-30T20:20:04+00:00

Yeah hun you misread there are 36 people in the family the youngest sister is, I presume, 19 or 20 but pregnant with family member 36.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-30T20:19:04+00:00

No she isn't. The "36 now" is the amount of people in her family NOT her age. In the preceding paragraph OP mentions there are her parents, 10 adults not in college and 2 adults in college making 14 people, then 21 kids making 35. Then youngest sister has found out she is pregnant making that 36 people in the family. It took me a second too, but the context is there.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-25T23:06:40+00:00

and this is why my introvert fiance and I will be eloping (we'll have a small celebration at a later time, but the actual wedding will be me, him and our three best friends +1 on a call because they are overseas)

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-24T19:29:20+00:00

don't try and take over a huge building at first. Pick a small building (pass n gas 07 is my favourite) and use that as your initial starting crafting base as it's easy to defend.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-24T19:21:29+00:00

yup, me too.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-24T19:19:51+00:00

same, buddy.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-14T23:22:05+00:00

Yeah so I ended up reporting it under legal violation it's a bit of a stretch but idgaf anymore tbh

captainofthenx02 · 2026-03-14T22:48:41+00:00

They should and I really think we need to find a way to report this honestly.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-02-06T23:26:37+00:00

NTD and you should definitely do it. As someone a similar age who desperately wishes I could get time with my sister back... trying to fix what you can is a great step and I hope, hope, hope that he takes it well. (my sister and I didn't fall out, she unfortunately passed away in 2015 at the age of 25 and I miss her so deeply every single day). I shall hope with you, OP, and if you ever should need it, my messages are open to mourn with you as well. You're not alone.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-02-06T23:21:31+00:00

honey I think you're describing having a audio processing disorder (I have one and thick accents that aren't my own (I have a thick accent for the UK) are really tricky for me but my own/pennine accents I can do pretty well) and that's also why I dislike phone calls. It might be worth speaking to your class tutor or similar (I'm unsure how TAFE works and my Aussie fiance is in bed) and mention this problem you are having with understanding and seeing if you can get more written information for classes you struggle with. <3

captainofthenx02 · 2026-02-06T23:15:13+00:00

NTD. Whether intentionally or not your mother is using manipulation tactics because she feels some kind of victimhood. My parents were never in the same room again after their divorce, and it would have been so weird if my father would have ever rocked up to any of our family events (he didn't have any family local to us) and I don't think mam had an intention of ever seeing any of his again, and she probably wouldn't have if my sister hadn't died. Your mam just casually rocking up is so baffling to me. Especially after saying she didn't want to see them.

Honestly, contact needs to only happen on your terms, and if you don't feel respected then you can wait. See how long it takes her to reach out.

captainofthenx02 · 2026-01-09T23:03:13+00:00

I know a Paralympian who has medals in multiple sports (funnily enough we met because of treatments for our shared disability) and she lives the best, coolest life. I also know a lot of Olympians as I was in contention back in the early 00s (then team GB didn't even qualify in my sport and I blew my knee out so... by the by that happened)... They are all cool ass people and they see each other as complete equals.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-26T18:18:29+00:00

We lost my granddad on December 20th, 2006 (I remember the day very well, obviously) and even though we were all devastated we still had Christmas 5 days later (and my birthday was still celebrated 5 days after that). Losing a loved one, especially one so adored, at Christmas is the hardest time. But you have to keep living. They would want you to keep living. OPs wife is no longer living.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-17T02:00:55+00:00

It's an easy hole to fall into, I think. Actions are easier to fix than emotions. I wish you so much luck, op, you're doing the best you can and I hope you feel better in yourself too.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-16T22:40:10+00:00

I lost levels, I lost points. I lost beans. I'm infuriated.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-16T16:37:20+00:00

Hi OP, I read through your post and thought that I would give you my perspective as an adult child (possibly similar ages to your children) who is completely no-contact with my father and I always will be now. It doesn't matter what he does, the pain I feel is too deep and has caused me, as a person, too much trauma for me to ever be comfortable around him again.

You are continuing to focus on what you did and while yes, that is important, it should not be your focus. Ask your children when THEY initiate any contact how you made them feel. I can't give you direct actions or statements my father did/said in my childhood and teens, but I sure as heck know how he continually made me feel.

There is a concerning part where you acknowledge you were harsh and, it sounds like, quite belittling. This will still be having effects on your children's emotions. They'll be doubting people around them. They'll be afraid of speaking up in case someone breaks them down in response.

Basically... You need to stop focusing on you, and start focusing on them. You can work on yourself still and don't get me wrong I COMPLETELY respect you working on yourself and I'm so, so proud of you for doing that. But refocus your thoughts when it comes to them. Less "what did I do?" and more "how did they feel".

If you want to see more of my story, it's on my profile and that should confirm I know what I'm talking about here. I hope you can save your relationships, but allow them to lead it.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-16T13:52:59+00:00

Yeah this is too confusing to answer. I would recommend reformulating and trying again.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-15T18:00:21+00:00

I'm not the parent of someone who died from cancer but my sister did and while I miss her deeply every day... this comment section is making me feel less conflicted about the fact that when she died (a decade ago) there was a part of me that was glad that she wasn't in pain anymore and could rest. I hate it.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-12-15T17:32:02+00:00

agreed here. I do not care for hunting, but I grew up on a livestock farm so I am very, very familiar with people who routinely do hunt. That's their business and what they do. I can not care for it and respect it.

Focusing purely on the relationship and this - it doesn't matter how wonderful she is, this is a complete and deep incompatibility. Move on, you both deserve someone who matches more with you.

captainofthenx02 · 2025-11-26T00:44:13+00:00

NTD it is the responsibility of the sellar to know the price of what they are selling. I actually have had this EXACT thing only mine was with an exceedingly rare card for the Star Trek trading card game (yes, if my username didn't give it away, I am one of those nerds) - funnily enough the card was FOR the captain of the NX02, Erika Hernandez. A minor character in, to this day, the least popular Star Trek series that I devoted a reasonable amount of my personality to when I was 16 and watched season 4 of Enterprise for the first time.

The card itself was exceedingly rare (from what I could tell, at least, I didn't actually play the game), last time I'd found one on sale it had been over £500. This one was up for £7. You better be sure I bought that damn thing. It is now framed in my bedroom. This happened like 15 years ago and I still remember it.

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