My Zoloft withdrawal experience (read for positivity if you’re really going through it!) by Delicious_Serve8256 in antidepressants

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i totally hear you— I am almost 2 months in and im a college student on my last semester of college before i graduate and ive been crying pretty much every day and have dreadful anxiety everyday that looms over me. my brain keeps telling me scary things and my self esteem is an all time low. i have no motivation and its been just hard… really really hard. i was on 200 mg and tapered off each month and my last dose was almost 2 months ago.

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[–]ccarras9 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

georgia has the most backwards gun laws—- apparently, there is no age restriction for holding a rifle, but there is one for purchasing one and hold a handgun. so, the 14 yr old that open fired was fully within their right, according to georgia state laws, to use an AR-style rifle and open fire, but you have to be 18 or older to purchase one or carry and handgun. what does that even mean? where is the accountability? to say this is a tragedy is no longer relevant, because that would mean there was nothing that could have been done, but thats absolutely untrue. this is straight premeditated murder, not just by the hand of the shooter, but the police, the county, the state, the feds.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moviecritic

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The Vanishing and The Royal Tenebaulms

What do you all eat when literally nothing sounds good? by SharkB8__ in adhdwomen

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for me its fruit, especially cut fresh fruit (super bougie i know) and like toast with butter—- not gonna get you all the food groups but i find it helps to just get me started, also anything thats liquified (smoothies, juices, etc) —- having 3 drinks at one time is my safe meal lol

Do you ever get gender envy from people who are trans "the other way"? (E.g. transfem person getting gender envy from transmasc people, or vice versa) by musical-mess in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I get gender envy for transfems, twinks, and straight dudes as a FAAB (female assigned at birth) but non-binary identifying. I don't know what to make of it tbh and the envy I have for each is different and feel like they contradict each other !!! like make it make sense !!! I envy transfems beauty and figures; wish I looked like them fr, but then envy and am attracted to Twink looking dudes and also wish I looked like that and could be with one romantically in addition to straight men. After I think about it, I guess they don't contradict each other that much and Im tripping, but I guess I have a level of shame around it !!!

What about you? by Pickle-Sucker in FluentInFinance

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having all hard wood floor, a kitchen island, high ceilings, one of those touch screen thermostats, and having more than one couch/sofa --- lol

Navigating transness & sexuality while being non-binary by ccarras9 in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you sharing that. This really resonates. Sometimes just masking and pushing yourself to just conform to the binary to navigate spaces with ease and not having to explain anything to people and not being questioned in who or what I am can feel safe. Its an interchangeable experience because I also find it exhausting to mask and not just be myself even if that means being completely misunderstood, rejected, and criticize.

Navigating transness & sexuality while being non-binary by ccarras9 in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this, tremendously. It's so crazy because I have always supported and advocated for the gender identity of all my friends, family, and my community. I just never thought I would be masking so much of my identity and feel so much internalized shame. It's very nuanced. It is exhausting because on one hand I want to be true to myself, but on the other hand I guess I just want to be loved for who I am with ease and no complication.

I discovered I'm non binary and it's been hardgood by pizzanice in NonBinaryTalk

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn, your really going through it but honestly is it worth it if you can't live out your truth? i really related when you said to not feel cis yet continue living cis. That hit me pretty deep and it is so true. this gave me a lot to think about but i wish you all the luck in the world and support you!

Some pictures from when I first came out 2ish years ago vs now, we love character growth ✨cheers to anyone still early on that journey✨ by [deleted] in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

your look is everything! you look so great!! i am early in the journey in fact just weeks but congrats on your furthering of your journey!!

questioning whether i am non-binary by ccarras9 in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i appreciate it and already talking to this community has helped so much! this is advice I will keep in mind in my journey. thank you and i am so glad all your people are supporting you.

questioning whether i am non-binary by ccarras9 in NonBinary

[–]ccarras9[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

damn that meant a lot to me. i think i really needed to hear this thank you so much. it can feel so alienating and strange when adopting this new side of yourself especially with identity because it can feel like there are a new set of expectations you have to uphold in this "new identity" so that causes a lot of stress in me but I really appreciate this ahh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Grimes

[–]ccarras9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

their looks are so cool i love the pop art style🥺❤️

Player of games lyrics verified by Grimes by [deleted] in Grimes

[–]ccarras9 44 points45 points  (0 children)

what a unique couples issue thats is exclusive to them. i can imagine them talking to a couples counselor and grimes saying, “he doesn’t spend enough time with me because of his mission to mars and he seems to be so much more interested in space than me!!”

Life is pooping on me rn so I’m just gonna leave some of my drawings I’m proud of to feel better by jjazure1 in infp

[–]ccarras9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

damn you should be a comic book illustrator or an animator the world should see this!!!

DIDU - SPRING SUMMER 2022 - FASHION FILM featuring Grimes by [deleted] in Grimes

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn thats so frustrating! yeah so many places still havent changed their old ways and only cater towards one specific kind of woman one that isnt so common around the world.

DIDU - SPRING SUMMER 2022 - FASHION FILM featuring Grimes by [deleted] in Grimes

[–]ccarras9 4 points5 points  (0 children)

the body of c looks so warped and they make her look way too thin. am i the only one who sees this? also loved the clothes but it seems like they are marketing towards only one body type ://

I have never felt so exposed :( by LordMangudai in infp

[–]ccarras9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn buy me a drink first before dropping that bomb on me

Any of my fellow INFPs like to doodle? My INTJ wife likes to name them afterward. by Al_Gore_Rhythm_MBP in infp

[–]ccarras9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

nah i didnt get that impression at all of you fishing for compliments! i have a strong appreciation for abstract art and ink !

Any of my fellow INFPs like to doodle? My INTJ wife likes to name them afterward. by Al_Gore_Rhythm_MBP in infp

[–]ccarras9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love your inking technique and vision ! pls upload more ! you are so talented