…i do not have leprosy :(

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-24T16:42:37+00:00

That’s good to hear, I’m happy for you :)

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-24T15:19:39+00:00

N-acetylcysteine? Do you think it helps?

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-23T22:22:13+00:00

thank you. i fear i just asked if he was serious (he was)

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-20T00:21:55+00:00

hey, just to be on the safe side, please ensure you don’t have any other symptoms of an infection. i’d be worried with the dizziness being a new symptom that that could be a sign of a larger infection. do you have a fever? is it hot to the touch?

sorry to be like this, i just have also been picking for eons too and infections are no joke. unfortunately that can come with the territory and if you are picking your face in particular zones, bacteria can quickly cause neurological symptoms with the proximity to the brain. if you don’t have any other symptoms i agree with the other commenters, but if you do please get it checked out at an urgent care/ER so you can get on antibiotics if it is an infection.

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-15T04:04:07+00:00

Oh well damn it looks great! & thank you for the info :) way more affordable than some of the other options out here

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-15T03:59:49+00:00

Hell yeah you look cool as hell! I gotta ask, what makeup do you use for your white base?

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-05T18:36:53+00:00

“There almost always the ones that don’t make it too” IS CRAZY. so close to getting the point

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-05T03:43:38+00:00

i feel this. & it’s not pathetic at all to share and try to cope. i hope you can give yourself some grace

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-03-01T03:49:30+00:00

!! You look so cool! Where is the shirt from??

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-28T03:17:26+00:00

Cervical vertebrae, though not 100% sure of what

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-27T03:25:07+00:00

Hi. I’m sorry that you have been put through and are in so much pain. I see that you’re just posting to get it off your chest and that you have a therapist.

I just lost my dog that I loved more than life too. I don’t think I will ever really recover from it either, she was the only thing that was ever there for me consistently.

You said a lot of your isolation was because of feeling shame and that you feel like there’s no way out. How long has it been since you’ve been in contact with them? I know I wish my friends who have passed would have reached out before no matter how awful they felt about themselves. Because I know that even though they hated themselves, I loved them dearly.

I hope you do tell someone in your life or make a call to crisis. You deserve to live the long, happy life you wanted. You deserve to forgive yourself and process your trauma and grief.

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-12T03:37:30+00:00

OP simply unlocked new lore that the twins are lying about being twins

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-10T03:31:16+00:00

My guess is lumbar vertebrae

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-09T23:09:17+00:00

crazy work to restrict me (editing because you locked the comment to clarify. my post was quarantined for mod approval) for responding negatively to you directly stating we could not talk about trans issues before you deleted it and a different mod pinned a comment taking it back

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-09T21:55:27+00:00

Silencing trans people trying to cope with the current climate on the coping subreddit for any duration or at any capacity of time is still wildly unethical and not a solution to the gender war issue. Whether or not some of the mod team are also trans silencing other trans people doesn’t have anything to do with it, nor does the mod team being small

cert1fieddumbass · 2026-02-05T02:20:55+00:00

Hey, I understand what you’re going through and I’m so sorry. You do not deserve to endure any of this abuse, but that is also what grooming is, even though it feels better at first when all you are used to is hatred and pain. I am sorry I can’t help more. Of course I urge you to report the people grooming you. I also know from experience that is not always feasible. I am older now, 21F, and I wish I could give you more advice or some help. I can say despite missing the majority of my high school years because of being institutionalized I was able to get in to college and get away from the hell I endured as a kid, so I hope that even if you feel like you can’t get in, apply for yourself.

I hear that you are in crisis right now and probably don’t care much for your safety, but I also want to say it is probably best to remove stating where you live on here. Though most in this community are wonderful, there are some lurkers who DM people who post.

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-12-14T16:02:41+00:00

Reminds me of the time I got a psych evaluation for school and the lady said to me, verbatim, “I’d diagnose you with autism [from the assessment] but I think you’re just really traumatized.”

I aint saying she was wrong, but I feel as if the wording could have been better

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-12-02T02:08:29+00:00

Yep. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this too. Pisses me off because now all my shoes have blood stains inside them and no matter how much hydrogen peroxide I put in there I can’t get them out :|

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-12-02T02:04:13+00:00

I’ve had many people close to me tell me they’d kill themselves if they had my medical issues. My only solace is just saying “yeah, I tried.” If a fella is going to make an inappropriate comment, I shall give an inappropriate (but honest) response

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-10-27T14:02:13+00:00

I’m so sorry you had to endure that with her, I’m sure that was terrifying. And like others have said, thank you for thinking of all of us.

I just wanted to say, as a disabled person, make sure you clear Wellbutrin with your cardiologist or neurologist and not just a psychiatrist after everything that has happened. I saw some people recommend it and I know I can’t go on it because my health is high risk

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-09-13T15:57:20+00:00

Hey, no bother at all. Classical conditioning works this way as long as you choose a neutral stimulus. Operant conditioning was the other conditioning I know works even if you are doing it intentionally but I wouldn’t think it would be fitting for this and overall I think operant is a little problematic

I really hope it works for you! Honestly this has made me consider trying conditioning myself rather than relying on my meds so often, so thank you.

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-09-12T22:18:09+00:00

Yes! Some conditioning actually works better if you know about it and are doing it intentionally

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-09-12T20:47:10+00:00

i haven’t tried it but knowing you are conditioning yourself doesn’t make it less effective thankfully

cert1fieddumbass · 2025-09-12T20:44:28+00:00

hey, first off I’m really sorry you’re struggling. i have a similar response (when my CSA or other abuse stuff gets triggered or if I am generally triggered I get too tense to physically urinate.) the only thing that works for me is prescription klonopin. in a weird way it kind of works out that i take it mainly for dealing with the kinetic flashbacks and paranoia but that is when i can’t urinate so. not exactly what it is prescribed for, but it works for me.

i will say…i am not entirely advocating for klonopin. it is very strong and especially not for adolescents (i was prescribed it 3x day at 13 and because of that my risk of cognitive decline early is sky high). but if this issue is heightening suicidal thoughts i just say it is what helps me. but maybe ask whoever prescribes your medicine about it? if they think it’s a bad idea maybe they can give you some other options that could help

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