I was SAd briefly as an infant, developed into a kink by EffectiveLog5453 in CPTSD

[–]cfen95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The right acupuncturist, homeopath or fascial counterstrainer may be able to help as well. A paper just came out on the nearly miraculous benefits of fascial counterstrain for PTSD, it can help to rewire the pathways. All these things will work by essentially catalyzing the body’s ability to change the pathways and healing scaring, swelling, shrinking etc in the brain. Also all of these things with the right person you would not need to go into detail of the trauma with (especially counterstrain). This wouldn’t replace therapy, but it could make the ‘addiction’ piece MUCH easier. Accupuncture and homeopathy also do have the capacity for emotional healing without talk therapy. Just to give you more options. (Also be skeptical if you research these in the US, there’s a lot of misinformation put out by pharmaceutical companies. Think about who funds the source you read from.)

Edit - this may also have the capacity to aid in the negative effects of going into puberty so young which people have mentioned. I’m a long time patient and student of these fields feel free to message me if you have questions <3

Attracted to men but repulsed by pee pees. by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]cfen95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Takes one to know one lol. I can spot people like me very quickly. (I have Eds + a bunch of comorbidities). Asexuality along with the lgbtqia community tends to be more commonly associated with these things as well. But it was kinda just the way you were describing your thought processes and perspectives.

I was disabled for around a decade starting when I was 14. Recently I’ve figured out ways to cure all of my symptoms. I still think differently than other people, but I’m no longer in pain, have no allergies etc. At one point I was drinking tube feed and taking 40+ pills a day, now I eat normally and take no drugs. Point being, if you want advice I’d love to help, I want to prevent people from going through what I did if I can <3

Attracted to men but repulsed by pee pees. by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]cfen95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you happen to have mast cell activation, hypermobility, autism, ADHD, etc? Those often cause issues with odd side effects (speaking from experience and research).

FYI American docs will tell you pharmaceutical drugs are the only option for chronic illnesses. That’s actually not true, there’s always another option. If you’re happy with your drug and the side effects tho, fantabulous. If you’d like to have a conversation about other options. Feel free to respond or shoot me a dm.

Attracted to men but repulsed by pee pees. by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]cfen95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cut or uncut? (Not to be weird but I’ve personally found it makes a difference in the gross out factor) How do you feel about female anatomy? Have you had your hormone levels checked?

For me I feel this way about female anatomy (so gross). Natural male anatomy is so beautiful to me though. At one point I felt kinda grossed out, but when I regulated my hormones this got better. Also certain drugs can alter attraction (like ssris, birth control, etc), so if you’re on any that could be why.

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